I wrote this a couple months after I broke up with my ex. I was going to tell my bff to show this poem to him... But I decided to keep this to myself. Until now obviously.
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I wish I had you here by my side.
Here to help me through this long, crappy, bumpy ride.
I wish I wouldn't have had to let you go.
I'm miserable without you and now I know.
I feel like I can't fight this anymore.
I'm gettin' tired so I fell flat on the floor.
Lord please come here and hear my cry.
Please I need him here, now by my side.
He was my first kiss, first love.
He was your gift sent down from up above.
I used to smile n' melt when I heard his name. Now cry and weep cuz I'm left in pain.
How come this had to happen to me?
What happened to "never forget you"? "I'll always protect you"?
I felt betrayed, like you forgot all about me.
I gave him everything and never asked for anything.
I wish I could still talk to you.
I hope sometimes you think of me...
And I hope they're happy thoughts.
I hope you have a good life. I hope she brings you happiness.
I'll be alone for a while, but I'll be happy.
I hope you realized what you did to me.
But yet... I forgive you. Your mother may not forgive me. She may hold a crutch.
But I forgive her and you. I had to be the better person.
But I don't mind.
I don't want to seek revenge like she did. There is no need.
But I hope your life will be well.
I pray for you and your family everyday. And I will until we meet again and become friends.
