Just Highschool students

rough kisses

It was nearly 7:20 a.m when I woke up. Today I can't allow myself to forget my breakfast because yesterday I was hungry as hell. What happened yesterday?
I started to blush. Oh, me and Mika were on the rooftop with Mitsu,Kimizuki and Yoichi.
And Yuichiro was, well... doing nasty things with this Chess girl.

'His family got murdered.' I thought about the sentence Mika said yesterday.
I stood up, searched for my ribbon and did my hair. While I was doing this I thought about the whole day yesterday. When I had my school uniform on I was standing in front of the mirror again and thinking if a boy could fall in love for me. This girl named Chess had so big breasts! And her figure was so beautiful. Better than mine! I guess Yuichiro is having sex with just beautiful girls. 
'Ahh! Yuu-san faster!' Wahhhh! Shinoa stop thinking about that!!! 
I went to the kitchen and searched for some bread. Then Mahiru came to me and said
"Are you already in love with someone, Shinoa?~"
"Huh?" I replied.
"Shinoa, I-I allow you to have sex with him!~" she said while embracing her body.
"M-Mahiru! Stop! That's embarrassing!" 
I was getting red in my face and ignored her, still searching for food.
Then suddenly my mouth started speaking by it self 
"Do you know Yuichiro Amane?"

Her eyes got bigger. "Hahhh? Yuichiro Amane? Why?"
She looked shooked and she seemed like he knows him. But Mahiru has a boyfriend so she can't sleep with him. Well, I never saw her boyfriend because she is always going to him. I really want to see how her boyfriend is like. 
"Yes I know him." she said after a long break.
I looked down. "So-"
"Don't get to know him." she interrupted me.
Before I could ask why she walked away, going to her room.
Well I knew why she said that. She doesn't want me to cry because this asshole could cheat on me. But, why do I want to help him then?

I was going outside of the house and on the way I met Mika.
"Hey Mika!" I said.
"Oh, hey."
"What's wrong? Where is Yuichiro? Is he late again?" I asked.
"No, I just got a message from him."
He showed me his mobile and I could read the message.
The message looked like this:

'Hey Mika!

Well, I guess I won't come to school today because I'll be going to Akira again! Maybe we can meet after school for a little chat?

Yuu'

"Argh, he's doing it again! These stupid girls are just using him like a puppet and he can't notice it!" he shouted.
I looked up to him and thought about this message. I don't know if I can love him. I can't love someone who has sex with other girls every day. Every day another one. What would be if we were together? Would he say to me 'Hey, I can't come to our date because I'll be going to Chess, and then to Akira, then to her, then to her. I can come to you in two weeks!!'
I would freak out. Why am I in this situation, why couldn't I just meet normal people?
Well, but Mika and the others are friendly. And so was Yuichiro. But deep inside of nasty Yuichiro was the guy who was screaming for help. 
"Sorry Shinoa for asking you to help Yuu. You don't have to do that, I can understand why you can't love this person." he said to me.
I smiled and said "It's okay but I guess you are right."
"I can't love him."
I saw Mika's sadness in his eyes. He really wants to help him. Because they are best friends.
"Do you know Yuichiro since your childhood?" I asked.
"Oh yes, we were neighbours. And after the incident with his family happened we didn't see each other for six months because he was always in his room."

"Well, and then every girl was worried and asked what's wrong. He told them that they have to talk about it alone and then he was always going behind the school together with a random girl. And so goes on."

"Ah. I understand" I murmered.

We continued walking to the school. Today was a boring second school day.
We just had school till 1 p.m so this day was over really quick.

When I walked home I heard someone saying "Ouch, Ouch".
I looked up and saw Yuichiro. I didn't know if I should talk to him. But my body don't wanted to continue walking. I was waiting till he came to me. He also saw me and stopped in front of me.
"Hey Shinoa-san!" he smiled.
I looked to the left and ignored him.
"H-Hey what have I done?" he asked surprised.
"Why weren't you in school today?" 
"Oh! I-I... I, I had headaches in the morning!" he said while he stuttered.
I got angry and the madness just came out of me.
"Don't lie at me!" I shouted at him.

"I-I'm no-" he stopped the sentence and looked at me. And he probably saw my sad face.
I also saw his sad eyes. His smile was going down.
"Sorry. I bet Mika told you. Mika didn't reply to my message."
I didn't know what to say I just looked in his face. Then my stomach was making sounds. I was hungry. It was so loud, so Yuichiro also heard it. I got red and said "U-UH! I'm g-going now!"
He interrupted me "Do you want to come to my house? I made curry yesterday. And there are still leftovers."

Go to him? Alone? With him? Oh my god, he's going to rape me! But he isn't this kind of person.
I wanted to ask him some questions so I answered "Okay."

He smiled and said "Kay! Follow me it's not far!"
He looked so happy when he said that. His sadness went away a little. I bet he isn't sharing his food with these sluts he has sex with. They only meet him to have fun. That's why I said Yes.

When we arrived at his house I saw that there were just three rooms.
The bedroom+living room, bathroom and kitchen. So he lives alone.
He told me to sit down and he was standing in the kitchen looking so happy when he filled up the bowls with curry. 
He came back with two bowls, filled with lots of curry and it looked delicious.
"So, enjoy your meal!" he said happy.
"T-Thanks." I replied.
We ate the curry and it was silent in the room. I just heard the chewing sounds we made while eating the curry. Should I start asking him the questions I wanted to ask?
1. Why are you having sex with every girl?
2. Why do you live alone? (I knew why but I just want to hear it from him)
3. What is Mika to you?
All these questions. 
"He-"
"Is it yummy, Shinoa? I can fill you up another bowl if you want! And if you are still hungry I can make more curry." he interrupted me.
He smiled and he seemed so happy sitting here with me. Nothing seemed like he wanted to do nasty things with me. 
"No it's okay. You can cook very well."
"Haha! Thanks alot, this makes me so happy, Shinoa!"

I guess I'll start asking one of the questions. I should start with this one
"Hey Yuichiro, what is Mika to you?"
He stopped to eat, layed the spoon away and said
"He's my childhood friend, we  did many things together! We always take care for each other. L-Like f-f.. family!"
The word 'family' took very long. I can understand that, since he lost his family.
I nodded and looked down. Asking the question why he is sleeping with every girl? Is this okay to ask?

I looked up to him and asked "Why are you sleeping with every girl you meet?"
When he wanted to continue eating he threw the spoon on the floor making noise with it. He looked angry and sad at the same time. Then he stood up and walked to me. I was scared because I just hoped for a normal answer. 
He walked slowly to me and when he was in front of me he pushed me against the wall. Holding my hands so aggressive, that I couldn't do anything about it. He started to lick my neck and slowly was going up with his tongue licking my ear. I was scared but I couldn't say anything. I was like blocked and my mouth just couldn't open. There was just coming a little moan out of my mouth.
I was trying to push him away but he was too strong. Then he was going under my skirt with his hand trying to take my underwear off. While he was trying this he stick his tongue into my mouth trying to play with my tongue. He couldn't stop. So this is how he is doing it with other girls.

'With other girls...' This sentence went through my head when he nearly succeed to take my panties off.
Then I pushed him away and I was gasping because I couldn't breath while he kissed me. 
He looked shooked at me and I stood up leaving the house. 
While I was walking faster and faster to my house I closed the knobs of my uniform because he tried to undress me. I still gasped because I was so exhausted. 
When I arrived at my house I quickly runned into my bedroom and closed it.
I was going to the mirror looking at myself.

'So this is the girl he wanted to sleep with.' 

I cuddled myself into the blanket. And I never wanted to get up because I was so scared to see Yuichiro again.

"Yuichiro...."