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I would've been Lost.

"I'm done with you Elizabeth. I'm done okay. I'm divorcing you!"

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Those same words repeat in my head everyday. Ever since my ex husband divorced me. I was a mess. It's all because of me and my problems. Everything would've been fine if I didn't get depressed and start to have anxiety and frequent panic attacks.
It's all my fault. That small sentence repeats in my head every time. It's all my fault. It was all because of me.

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I cut. I drink pills. I have an eating disorder. I drink alcohol. I smoke. I do anything to take the pain out. To get back to normal to forget about all of my suffering. But nothing works. Nothing.
I don't have money to myself. So now I work a Club. Just to pay my apartment rent and my daily needs. My lifestyle has been really bad. And everything has been so hard. Until one day this handsome, kind, wealthy, sweet and charming guy came in the club.

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I was dancing on the poles when I saw him enter. Lots of girls went near him. So I didn't bother. Since he wouldn't notice me anyways. I kept dancing and dancing. Going around table to table. Impressing guys and doing what they want just to get money. But he was at the corner drinking just a soda. While his friends were already hooking up with the other girls. He was sitting down silently and enjoying his drink. I had eye contact with him. And his eyes were beautiful. Brown. Just like his curly brown hair too. He was more handsome than my ex husband.

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He smiled and I smiled back. I went near him and I start to talk. "You new here?" He nods scratching the back of his head. "Is it that obvious?" He asks. I shake my head. "Not really. But I'm a worker here. Obviously so I would've noticed a handsome boy like you if you came here before." I smirk. He smiles. "Well what a nice complement. You look gorgeous yourself." He says. "Are you trying to hook up with me?" I ask him smirking and sitting on the table. "Well if you want me to. I'd be glad." He smirks. "Sure. Call me." I gave him my number. He thanks me. And he then gives me his. "See you around?" I ask him. "I don't know. I hate clubs. But if I get to see you again. Then sure." He said. Smooth. Really Smooth. "By the way. I didn't catch your name?" He says.

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"I'm Elizabeth." I reply giving him a smile. "Well nice talking with you Elizabeth. I'm Joel." He says and I nod. "Nice talking with you too." I then run off to the back stage since my shift is done. I change into normal clothes. A black shirt. Denim pants. Shoes. And a large coat. That was my ex husband's. The only thing I have which is his. As I walk out through the back door. I see boys at the entrance of the dark hallway. Okay they're nice. Right? Please be nice. I took a couple steps forward and They moved forward too. Nearer to me. One has a knife. Holy shit. I run back inside but I forgot that door locks immediately. Shitttt. I kept shouting and telling them to open the door but because of the loud music. None of them heard me. Just then the two boys grab me. And one covers my mouth. I try to get out of their grip but it won't work.

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They were starting to take my clothes off. I tried screaming but they had their knife up. I was naked. The cold breeze hit me. I shivered and started crying. The other boy started kissing down my neck. Roughly. Believe it or not. This would be the first time I had sex and the last time probably. Cause they are going to kill me. He squeezes my boobs and starts to get near to my vagina. When the guy I saw from earlier. Joel. Came and boxed each of them. He gave me my coat and I covered myself. He started besting them up even more until they were all bloody. He carried me bridal style to his car. And put me in the front seat beside the driver's seat. He closes the door and gets in the other side.

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"Are you okay?! I'm sorry I didn't get there sooner. Did they do anything to you?! Obviously they did. Did they hurt you anywhere?! Are you okay?!" He asked worriedly. I smiled. "I'm okay. Thank you for caring so much." I said. He smiled. "Of course I care. They were raping you! What bastards!" He says angrily. I hold his cheek. "I'm okay." I repeat. "I know but. Did they touch you down there?" He asks me. I shake my head 'No'. "You actually were there at the right time. They were about to but then you boxed them. So thank you so much." I repeat. "It's no problem but did they touch you at any other part?" He asks me. I nod. "Then we should call the police!" He stated. "It's okay Joel. You already have beaten them up. It's okay." I say. He nods. He then start driving. And we drive in complete silence.

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We arrive at a big modern house. He parks his car in the garage. I guess this is his. No shit sherlock. Okay sorry mind. He carries me to his room. He then goes to his closet rummaging through his things. "If the reason you're being nice to me is because you want to have sex. Then tell me sooner rather than making me fool for your sweetness." I say. He chuckles. And shakes his head. "I'm not doing that. Look here. Use my shirt and a new pair of boxer shorts I never have worn yet. Take a shower and change into this. And there is a towel in there already."  I nod and follow what he says. I take a bath. Dry myself and change up. I get out and see he isn't there. I walk out his room and walk through the hall. I look at the frames and see some pictures of him with his family and I guess his girlfriend. He has a girlfriend...

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I walk down the stairs to see him cooking. I sit by the counter and when turns around he smiles. I smile back and question. "Why didn't you tell me you had a girlfriend?" He shakes his head. "I don't" Does he think I'm that dumb? "Look. I saw your picture frames down the hall. You can't lie to me." He chuckles. I tilt my head. Why is he laughing? "You mean Cynthia. She's my ex. We broke up two weeks ago." Oh shit. "Oh my. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to." I say covering my mouth. He turns the stove off and places the food in two separate plates. He gives me one and he has one. He then sits in front of me. He then starts to talk." It's okay really. I don't mind. We were dating for 3years and when she broke up with me. It was at our 3rd anniversary. It really got me sad. And I had to go to a therapist because of that. I thought she was the one. But really. She actually wasn't. One tear rolls down and he wipes it fast.

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He sniffles. And continues eating. I stand up and hug him. I see him smile. "Heh. Thanks. For the hug." I nod and go back to my seat. I continue eating. "Anyways. How about you. What's your story?" I chuckle and breathe in and out. "I was married once. But because of my depression, anxiety and frequent panic attacks. H-he. Divorced me. He left me. And everything went down hill there. I-I started cutting. I drink pills. I have eating disorders. I drink alcohol. I smoke. I then became a striper for my job. Just to get my needs. I'm.. I'm a mess." I say while more tears come out my eyes. He goes beside me and hugs me. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you sad. I really am sorry." I rested my head on his chest while he was caressing my cheek and playing with my hair. I giggled. "I-It's not your fault." I stutter. He sighs. "Yeah But still." He says and I smile and look at him.

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We both lean in and we Kiss. It was better than my ex husband's kiss. His lips were soft. And I felt safe. It was a sweet long kiss. And at the end of it. We both were blushing. And smiling widely. "I know this is strange and that we just met. But. I like you." He said. "I like you too." I said. And after that moment. We both battled our problems together and had a happy life together. I wasn't a stripper anymore. A year after that. We started dating. And four years later. He asked me to marry him. We did and now we're here. We're both a successful business man and woman. We have Youtube Channels. And we have twins. A boy and A girl. Their names are Emily and Eric. And now we're all living as a big happy family.

Who knew two sad, depressed people could help each other out of the pit of sadness. But seriously. If I never met Him. I would've been Lost. And I thank God he showed me this wonderful man. I love him so much.

THE END