Unbearable [[ Neko X Reader]]

I'm Sorry

  Guys I'm so sorry for the super late updates. Things have been chaotic at my house. Not only do I have exams for myself, but my father is struggling from depression and my grandmother was diagnosed with cancer with only a few months to live, so that's happening. 
  But I know I can't blame everything on things that are going on in my home, it wouldn't be responsible. I wouldn't be lying if I told you this book wasn't becoming a little difficult. I had perfectly imagined what I wanted for this entire book, but I realized when writing it that some things are way too obvious or come off cheesy. I really want to make this relationship keep it's boundaries until the end, but as I grow these characters together, I find it impossible to make them have any other relationship then a romantic an sexual one. So I'm stuck on how to turn things a little and still make the book surprising for you.
  In the beginning of the book you find that Arron (Our little Neko baby) had  deep secret and it justifies for most of his actions. I originally knew where I was heading with it, but it may be too obvious, and finding a way to pull it off without hinting things might ruin the entire book. So honestly, I wish I had time to think about the subject.
  I honestly feel so bad for my readers right now because I love each and everything you do when reading this. Leaving nice comments, voting and just reading it absolutely sparks a match in my heart. Thank you.
  Other news is that I hope I will get someone to thoroughly edit this book (if it isn't myself) I understand that in the beginning in this book my typing skills weren't the best and my mind was so jumbled in the excitement of writing a book that my spell and English came out wrong. I thank you for continuing to read my book despite it's mistakes. 
  Thank you for everything you have done, and don't think this is an A/N about me leaving this book, I fully intend on finishing it, it's just the timing of it. Because I have also been working on other works (such as REAL books instead on Fanfics and XReaders) on my free time. So may I ask one favor?
  I need your guy's help.
  Anything, just anything you could do. Give me advice on what to do, opinion on my book so far or what you would like to happen in the future. Any kind of advice might really help me in this situation. I thank you very much for reading. 

     ~Nekowriter100