Never in my wildest dream

Something strange

Ok guys here's Chapter 4 enjoy!!!

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Harry

I hate hospitals they smell too clean. I hate the color white it's too bright and happy. life is too complicated and ugly for me I can't see how people can fall into such a beautiful lie. it's as if we forgot that life can be our best friend but can turn around and come bite us in the ass in a blink of an eye. my chest hurts my eyes are dull and heavy and I don't have the energy to fight.but I also don't have enough to give up. I look like something death would want nothing to do with and my young soul is long gone. "Harry what's on your mind tell me what's wrong my angel". I can hear my mothers voice in the empty room so light it's almost as if she was made of air. "Mummy help me everything hurts nothing is getting better" I said, a tear falling down my cheek."no one can help me I am so lost I need you why did you have to go" I whispered "Harry baby boy i can't Change time if I could I would I never meant to hurt you" the voice of my mum said again coming closer "go to sleep you'll be alright I promise baby". That was the last of what she said before a blinding light was surrounding me and blackness soon took over.

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I opened my eyes slowly looking around my empty room. stayed there on my back staring at the celling the calm silky blue covering over the horizon with little bits of purple and pink just outside my window. the sun will rise soon and the blues,pinks and purples will be replaced with yellows,reds, and oranges. I need some air but I am not allowed to leave because I am a threat to society. rolling my eyes I rolled out of bed and snuck out of my room to walk around for a bit. the facility Is a lot less crowded and sickening this time of day it's all I have to myself. I like being left alone with no one to judge, no wondering eyes, and most importantly no one to fallow orders from like a pathetic child. I sat on the bench in the large living room area of the hospital staring at nothing and thinking nothing. just like I do everyday.

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"I feel bad for the kid you know? it's like he's been threw a lot and I just wanna help him". I took a long gulp of my beer and set it on the table. "I know what u mean man but just give him sometime he'll open up you trust me". Liam said shoving a peanut in his mouth "I guess your right but I don't know I mean I just started but I have this gut feeling that I'll regret this whole thing". I could already feel my buzz starting to kick in I mean I did have 4 beers maybe I should back off. "what do you mean by that Lou?" "Just a gut feeling". "quit judging by your gut it will only make things worse". "I guess you right" I sighed. I looked at the cook in the center of the bar it read 9:30 man it's late I should go I have to get up at 4 any way. "oi Liam I have to go but I'll see you tomorrow I got a sting feeling you'll be seeing me more" I said with a light laugh at the end. "Alright Lou just chill about that new job I don't want you to end up like those crazy people they keep in there" he said while focusing on making a drink for a already drunk customer he should really cut him off. "k see ya man" waving as I left the little pub. I groaned when I realized that its almost and hour drive to get back home I should have left earlier. rolling my eyes I got into my car and took the long drive to my house

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Harry

I really need sleep but it feels so early but it's only 10:15. with a sigh I got up from my spot on the rock hard couch and headed to my room. laying on my bed and staring at the ceiling just thinking about nothing and everything. just the norm for me I guess you can say. Like every night for the past 5 years since the age of 11 I went to sleep with the same nightmare with the same gut feeling of knowing were I was but not being able to name it.

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