Brighter Now

Chapter 16

Warning: You might want to kill me after this chapter

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Finding the witch was harder than Eric would have thought but finally after few months he found her. He just wasn't so sure of Godric's response. Godric was hard against on getting his memories back because he didn't want to be weak again but Eric could see the change in his maker. Godric just didn't want to believe any of them.

Godric still dreamed about Adira unknown to Eric but he wasn't ready to admit anything.

"What are you going to do?" Pam asked him.

"I'm going to fix things. Maybe then Adira might even forgive Sookie," Eric sighted.

"Adira is mad at her?" Pam asked, bored.

"Yes, and Sookie—"

"Will get over it," Adira said, walking into Eric's office. The last time she had been there, she had met Godric. She was so mad at Sookie bac then but forgave her like she always did with everyone but loosing Godric was too painful ever forgive.

"She knew what she was doing, like she always does. She just doesn't care about anyone but herself and her family. She wants to be independent so much that she sometimes forgets that hearing people's thoughts doesn't make her smart."

"What do you have there?" Pam asked her instead of neither her or Eric responding to what Adira said to them about her maker's little girlfriend.

"These?" Adira asked, holding a little box with things, "It's just some things Godric left my house. They were making me upset and it didn't feel right to burn them. I thought that maybe you would like them or maybe if Godric ever gets his memories back he could think about me when he seems them."

Adira walked closer to Eric's desk and put it down. It didn't have much stuff, just few books and normal things like that.

"I don't think he would like anything from me as long as he's like he is now," Adira said.

"Maybe you should give them to him yourself," Eric suggested.

"I don't think that's a good idea," Adira admitted. She had known better than try to connect with Godric but she still had tried after she was done being depressed. It hadn't worked out that well, for her. She had tried and tried, even though every time it hurt until she had been at the wrong place at the wrong time.

Adira didn't think Godric or any of the vampires knew that she came to Fangtasia that day. She didn't think Eric would've been that cruel since he kept asking her to come over and over again. She could still see Godric and a woman much more beautiful than her kissing and groping. She didn't even need to think about what happened later that night.

But it wasn't like she could have made a scene. Godric wasn't hers. Not anymore. Godric couldn't remember her while she was still mourning their relationship. It didn't even last that long but Godric was the only man she had ever loved. Adira might be selfish but she could deal with Godric killing people but not being with them.

"He will get his memories back, Adira. Don't worry," Eric told her.

"Who knows when? I'm tired of waiting for some miracle that he remembers who he is and suddenly he comes by my door and tells me how much he loves me," Adira said, calmly. Too calmly.

"It has only been few months. Is my maker worth that little to you?" Eric asked, getting angry.

"No, but he's happy now. He doesn't want to remember me, Eric. He might even be happy if I died," Adira told him, sadly.

"What's this?" Pam asked, holding a letter that Adira had left to the box.

"It's a letter for Godric when he gets his memories back," Adira told them.

"So, you came to say goodbye?" Eric asked, bitterly. He was so close to getting Godric back and now Adira decided that she was done?

"Yes. It's better for everyone," Adira told him.

"You mean you? It's easier for you," Eric said.

"What should I do then, Godric?" Adira asked, throwing her hands in the air, "Wait dor him and be miserable until it kills me while he—he gets to be happy. We don't even know when he gets them back. I might even be an old lady by then. Would you wish that fate for Sookie if it was you that lost his memories?"

"No. I would not," Eric sighted.

"Goodbye," Adira whispered, kissed his cheek and left their lives.

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N/A: Sorry guys my internship has taken all my energy so I haven't felt like opening my computer much