poetry boy; m.yi

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dear jung areum(sunshine girl),

you died yesterday.
you were a prisoner in your own body.
you were an amazing young woman with such a bright personality.
today i waited for you to come and talk to me about my poetry,but you didn't show up.
i decided to ask the nurse about you,and she told me that your lungs couldn't take it no more.
tonight i knew what i needed to do, i left my room and i walked to get these horrible thoughts out of my head.
i feel like i could've done something to prevent this from happening,but truth is no one could've prevented this.
i dont know how but i ended up at your room.
i sat outside your door and took out my poetry notebook,which all it did was remind me of you.
thinking about you and your angelic voice,your cute laugh,your long brown silky hair.
i sat there for some time,
thinking and dreaming to have one more wish.
to have you back.
but that was impossible.
i knew you were dead.
i was dead inside.
i made my decision,tomorrow will be the day i die and get rid of all this pain i have felt.
i love you jung areum,and perhaps you might've loved me too.

yours truly,

min yoongi
(your poetry boy)