Save me (chenbaek)

05

Jongdae~

"What's wrong nerd? Are you finally coming to your senses? Do you finally realize how great Baekhyun is?"

I scoffed before pushing my way past the fan girls/boys. "He can go suck on a dick" I said unhesitatingly. "This bitc--"
Before one of the fan boys could touch me, I heard someone cough behind me.

"Leave him alone." The person whispered; I turned back to see Baekhyun with his head down, and a scarf covering almost half of his face.

His thin jacket clung onto his skin as he continued to walk past me. It's over 90 degrees outside, so why is he wearing a jacket?

"Baekhyun wait for us!" I sighed as the crowd quickly cleared up because of Baekhyuns absence. "What's going on with him?" I mumbled lowly.

I shrugged the thoughts out of my head and presumed to my class.

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I breathed in the sweet scent of the summer breeze slowly. I was currently outside in the school garden relaxing.

I skipped 8th period because that class is useless to me, and also during this period is where Baekhyun usually comes out and writes in his diary.

Yea his diary. He's been having one since he was 7 I believe, I was the only person he showed it too. It was mostly filled with happy memories, but that was years ago.

These days, I have a feeling the memories are not so great.

I watched silently from behind a tree as Baekhyun wrote in his blue book. His face looked paler then usual, and his blondish hair was becoming dull.

The sleeves of his jacket were riding up, and I can briefly see red under them.

It couldn't be....

My observation was cut short when all of a sudden Baekhyun let out a painful scream, and with so much force, he threw his book to the side.

He clutch his head in frustration before letting out hard sobs; I watched, sympathy taking over. That has always been my weakness, no matter how much I hate a person, if they're hurting I have to help.

Without a second thought I quickly made my way towards him; "Baekhyun?! What's wrong??" Baekhyun snapped his head up, his tears traced the outline of his cheeks delicately.

"J-j-jongdae?" Before he could say anything else, his eyes fluttered closed and he collapsed.

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"Is he going to be ok?" I asked the nurse. The nurse smiled assuringly, "yes he's just sleep deprived and he also lacks nutrients.. it's as if he hasn't eaten in days."

I looked warily at baekhyun who slept peacefully, "I wonder.." I thought to myself. The nurse bowed before walking out the room to get more bandages.

I returned my attention to Baekhyun who was still asleep. I sighed before taking a seat next to him, careful not to wake him up.

After a while if just sitting there, I began to get bored so I was getting ready to leave. That is until Baekhyun started shifting around.

I thought he was waking up, but i was mistaken when I realised he was having a nightmare.

"Mom please don't leave me.." I felt a small tug inside of my heart when I hear him call out to his mom. I know all about her, and how she likes his younger brother more than him... or how she left her family for someone else.

"Dad, please stop... I was wrong... don't hit me please" I felt my mouth dry up from his next words. Hit? Is he being abused?

I shook the thoughts out of my head and decided to get out quickly, before I hear something I didn't want to.

"Jongdae?"

I froze. Did he just... I turn back around, expecting him to be awake but he was still dreaming. "Jongdae.... I'm sorry... I miss you... so much"

I blinked, i don't know why but the insides of my stomach were turning. "Oh Baekhyun..." I whispered before noticing how baek had his hand stretched out.

"Don't go... stay with me... I'm sorry.." I glanced at his hands before looking back at him. He was still asleep, but he was also conscious.

I warily held his hand, and right after I could physically see how calm Baekhyun had became.

"I....I'm.... I miss you too...baek" I mumbled softly. Before I could let go, I can see something under his sleeves. Out of curiosity I gently lifted it;

I gasped at the sight, his pale arms were covered with red scars and blue/purple bruises.

"Baekhyun why would you do this to yourself?" I whispered, tracing each scar softly. "Why?" I continued to look over his scar, eventually ending up covering it.

I knew you were broken but I didn't  know you were shattered, what pushed you so much to the point you cut yourself?

Baekhyun.... what's wrong?

I know I'm not supposed to care, but the truth is... I would love it if we're friends again. And I would also love it if....

"You rely on me from now on"

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