Teardrops

Chapter 2: Lunch Time

So today I'm in the cafeteria as usual.
I'm so not an American girl for this first day of school. As I seen in the movies, is also what I saw in real life, honestly I don't know if I'm just dreaming or not. Being different from them there's a lot of things I have to learn about them. How do they speak, act, behave and how do they approach a person like, me.

I picked up my tray and grab some food. My assigned leader told me to eat with her sister and her sister's friends. At first, I would like to say no to her offer but, I can't help it. A girl like me never refuses offers from kind person and helpful person. Because I don't want to be mean. Lol.

As I sat to their vacant chair in their table. My assigned leader introduces me to her sister.

"Hey guys, mind if Mary would join you?" She asked.

"Oh sure. No problem." Her sister said with a bright smile. I like the way she smiled. She has blue eyes and pinkish cheeks. Obviously, she's a American. Stop thinking so nonsense, Mary. *sigh*

"Um, Mary?" My assigned leader asked.

"Yes?" My respond.

"Don't you mind if I left you here with them?"

Uhhh??? I have no idea where to go after this. What am I going to do? Am I going to say yes or no? Can't help with my curiosity. So my curiosity strikes.

"W-why?"

"Because I have a class, and don't worry my sister will lead you the way. Actually, you and her will be going to the same class after lunch. So she handle it." She explained. Pew! I thought she will left me on purpose. Cause I really don't know where to go. Even though I have a tour to my school when the time my dad just enrolled me. I can't still mastered the halls at my school. And rooms.

Aaaannnnnddddd my teacher?

Uh well, yes! It's seems funny but trust me I still can't remember their names after I met them this morning.

After a long chatty with them and a long introduction we went outside of the school. And headed to their soccer field. Boys are running, sometimes I accidentally bumped into them.

I missed my best friends in the Philippines. I really do, sometimes I cry late at night because of thinking of them. CircleOfEleven  SimoneChiyuto CathySissy12 mainesterfan DanielledaQuiachon  IceCreamQueen_95 min_ayenne CamZkies2800 Celestine237

Part of me regretted the days I have a chance to be with them. Sometimes I wasted all those times that I had a chance to be with them.

Unfortunately, we don't chat or talk anymore. It's feels like the more longer I'm far away from them, the more our closeness of our friendship will be gone. Come to think of it. I'm not the person anymore who everyone asks about assignments and school stuffs. I'm not a person anymore who knows about all the problems that are happening in the class. And I'm not a person who can laugh with them together.

My bff's, if you only knew what I feel right now maybe just maybe, you will feel broken. Seeing a huge group of friends laughing together while me just staring at them, doesn't it breaks your heart? You know guys you're lucky because you never experience this. You never feel how a person feels about missing their "kabarkadas".
English: peers.

There are a lot of things are happening there without me for sure.

To be continued...