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12.

-phil-

i thought about what adrian said. would dan really come back? i thought so, even if adrian didn't. i think adrian really has just looked past dan's small acknowledgements of him.

i shrugged it by. leaving the kitchen, i sat on the couch, overhearing me and dan's mom conversing.

"i don't think--"

"but he has to."

"he's old enough to make decisions on his own."

"he's only 15!"

"he's almost a young adult."

"this is unacceptable. dan is my baby!"

"he's just scared. i mean, he's never met phil before, so it might be nerve-racking for him."

i stopped listening after that. was dan scared of me? i thought so at least.

was i scared of dan?

sure, dan scared me sometimes. running off like that, out of the blue. i didn't find him physically scary.

i needed that type of "adventure" in my life, though. adventure's good; dan is adventure.

dan is good.

and i need adventure.

i need dan.

a/n: 900 reaDS OH MY GOD thank u sm now im making mac and cheese while writing this so im sorry its so bad and short :)love u