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(Waring: contains metions of abuse self harm and purging if you dont like then don't read)

Tys POV

"YOU CHEATED ON ME"
"Babe p-"
"DON'T BABE ME"
"Babe please I care about you"
"YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME IF YOU DID YOU WOULDN'T ABUSE ME EVERY DAY!!!!!" I yelled dashing out of my girlfriends house (suprise!) and to my own my mom died when I was little and my father left me and never came back when I went inside I immediately went to my brother "ty what-" I cut him off by hugging him "seto!! (Suprise! Again!! Seto is tys brother!!!) I'm done lying to you!!!" I started crying into his chest I knew he was properly confused but he hugged me back "m-my girlfriend c-c-cheated on m-me!! A-and...." I started stuttering a bit I looked at him he had a very sad and mad look on his face sad for me and properly mad for my girlfriend upsetting me "b-before that....sh-she abused m-me....every d-d-day....I'm s-sorry I d-didn't tell y-you....I w-was to s-scared" I saw his face go from angry to full on rage "your saying....Alexa (so original) abused you?" he asked darkly I nodded moving my hair and showing him several bruises and cuts on my face "t-there's more t-than that....i-I don't w-wanna show y-you though....t-there even w-worse" I stuttered tears still streaming down my face "I'm calling the police" he said grabbing his phone (seto's 16 and tys 14 Alexa was 18 she pretended to 15 and ty was to scared to tell him till know) from his computer desk and calling the police "TY!!!! OPEN THE DOOR!!!!" I heard Alexa yell I whimpered and I felt seto wrap his arm w still hugging me tighter around me in a protective manner I hugged him tighter as well after a few seconds she knocked louder shooting a lot of threats....I bet she didn't know my brother was home seto took the phone away from his ear "how old is she tyler?" I forgot I didn't tell him...."e-eighteen...." he gasped and told the person on the phone after awhile the police came and of course alexa struggled seto went to help out and I was inside looking at a knife...I've done this before with a razor a knife won't make a difference I thought pressing the knife to my skin and making a small slice being careful not to hit the vein

I woke up and looked to see my 18 year old brother sleeping in his bed beside mine I got up and went to the bathroom its been 2 years since alexa was arrested she was released already but she moved away I rolled up my white shirt sleeve and took of my wristbands looking at all the cuts and scars on my skin I smiled sadly and took the knife gently from its hiding place so seto can't find it and pressed it to my skin beginning to cut...I do this every day I smiled watching the blood drip in the sink I made 13 new cuts on my skin the blood made a pretty neat design and I decided something new so I wrapped my arm with a gauze (that how you spell it?) and bandaged my arm and then rolled up the other sleeve to see the few cuts I had....I only cut twice before on this arm I smiled and decided to do something new I took the knife and starting cutting again then put it some where on the arm where no cuts are on it and drew a flower in my skin it looked like a rose when I finished I smiled and washed the knife before putting it up and wrapping the other arm then pulled the sleeves down....I'm surprised seto hasn't seen the cuts yet....I went to the toilet and knelt down just so I don't make a mess I then emptied out my stomach from all I ate yesterday....I mean of course I still eat seto would notice if I lost to much weight....so I'm skinny but not skinny enough for my ribs to poke out I then looked at myself in the mirrior I had small bags under my eye I say eye cause I hide my other eye with my bangs and a black circle from lack of sleep as well for some reason the lack of sleep turned my eyes from brown to crimson red I liked the color though and seto just assumes I wear contacts I took a bit of concealer and applied it to the bottom of my eye i do this a lot...it actually manages to hide the bags and black circles farley well I then hid that as well and then i heard a knock "ty? You ok in there? Fall in the toilet" a very tired seto's voice came through the door he laughed softly I faked a laugh "no...just getting ready for school (high school) I was just about to leave!" I replied seto laughed "silly!! Its Summer!! The last day of school was yesterday!! And I'm off for the summer to!!" he said laughing a bit...right...I forgot he worked "oh is it?" I asked "yep!!" he replied I opened the door and he smiled before it faded "you ok ty? You were so exited yesterday about the end of school" he asked I smiled which was half real "I'm fine...just forgot is all" I said and fake laughed a small bit I was embarrassed though.....I really forgot it was summer I was shocked when I felt warmth and blinked I noticed seto was hugging me.....that's how I know somethings wrong with him.....he always hugs me if something is up "what's wrong big brother?" I asked I call him that when I'm worried or upset "Tyler" he started now I know somethings wrong....and he doesn't call me my real name unless its serious like 2 years ago during the police call he was mad but not at me thank god...."you know you can tell me if somethings wrong right?" he asked I nodded "I know seto....I'm just tired is all...." I replied he smiled and nodded before kissing my head gently "I love you little bro" he said "I love you to big brother" i replied he laughed "I have to go help my friends ian husky and jerome ok? I'll be back later and then we can hang out all day!! You said you wanted to hang out with me more after all" he replied smiling widely I nodded "I'll be back in an hour" he said I nodded and watch him leave I went downstairs and smiled 'i hope I don't loose him....his the only family I have left' I thought 'and he doesn't love you' the voice in my head said....I teared up slightly as I watched seto's car drive off....when I first cut 2 years ago before I even met Alexa this voice appeared and after Alexa was arrested it hasn't left....I knew it wasn't true I knew seto loved me....he spends everyday with me when he's not at work 'because he feels bad' 'that's not true! Seto loves me! He's my big brother!!' I yelled inside my head

Setos POV

I got there a few minutes late....but I had to "seto!! There you are!" jerome said as I showed up "sorry I'm late....had to take care of my little brother first....im worried about him" I told them "why? Something happen?" ian asked "he just wasn't himself this morning....when I asked he said it was because he's tired....I just said "ok" but that doesn't mean I'm not worried" I replied worry clear on my face and in my voice I propped up against the wall of the building we were in aka jeromes house....we had to fix his tv....again "hey don't worry set....I'm sure he's fine" jerome said "yeah...properly just getting over what happened 2 years ago" ian said i nodded "your right!" I said smiling that most be it!! "Anyway we should get working on jerome tv....for what feels like the hundredth time" I said I was obviously annoyed "IT WAS MITCH THIS TIME NOT ME!!!" He yelled said boyfriend (merome so soon) yelled back "DON'T BLAME THIS ON ME!!!" he yelled from upstairs I cringed at how raspy his voice sounded "your right....I can't blame him....he's sick today" jerome said "SORRY BIGGUMS!!!" he called up mitch yelled a "its fine" and went into a small coughing fit afterwards....I wonder what tys doing

Tys POV (this is so long and its only the first chapter!!!!)

I was looking out the window of my house waiting for seto to come home of course until the voice said something that cought my attention 'i think its time you take those pills..they'll make you feel normal' it said know here I am holding s bottle of pills I opened it and was about to poor a hand full but the voice stopped me 'dont! You'll wind up overdosing....just take a small amount' it said I smiled sadly and poured 4 pills into my hand 'that'll do for know don't take any more than that each day' it said i nodded and closed it before putting it away where I hid everything else then I dumbed them in my mouth all at once I looked down it took me a second to get them down since I haven't done this and you don't normally take pills without a drink to go with em when I finally got them down I went back down stairs and continued to wait

(This is super long!!! And its only the first chapter!!!! Ugh...whatever I hope you enjoyed the book so far...)

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