Thorns

Pawn of Hearts

Love. It is the greatest thing a person can have.
On the other hand it has the capability to hurt you. It blinded me at the time. There was a girl, her hair was long and thick if I can remember. She was beautiful. I never believed in love at first sight, then that happened. My relationship before that was fine actually, just some complications.
Her name was Sky or Skyler, and she was about 5'6 average height to be honest. I was 6'2 so there that was. The only person I knew in this weird ass group of there's was this girl name Haley. We were friends because we both liked Star Wars until we knew each other more later on.
Sky was fun to hang around with. She was cute, she had a great personality, she was like all I could ask for, and that was my crush ladies and gentlemen.
So later on we ended up dating. I enjoyed it alot. I felt so good and I didn't think about anything bad that day.
Until the next day came.
It was fine and normal day then I get a text.

Sky: hey
Me: hey what's up, you ok?
Sky: yeah but I have to tell you something
Me: ok.
Sky: I can't date you anymore
At that moment I wanted to sink down into the abyss of my mind. The fact it was the second day. I didn't want to believe it but it happened.
And the day after that was even worse. I see her, mushy with her ex.
I felt like Total shit. And to find out she really didn't care for me at all.
Or so I thought. I still thought of different excuses to myself that it wasn't the way it was. That was  the Thorn that heart the most. A hole in my heart. I guess I was a pawn. A worthless piece. I was always good at hiding. I still hide a lot, but my mind was always a dangerous place. Told her to keep a promise. Guess she broke it Second after.

I never liked fire so much in my life. I burned almost every Important to me. Including the stuffed animal I gave her. It reminded me of her. I wanted to erase everything. Including myself.

I called myself a King of Hearts, also known as the Suicide King. It was a matter of time before the Knife Reached my head