Thorns

Blind Blood

Everyone's blind at some point. it could be at the best times or the worst times. it's like a cold. it catches you sometimes when you least expect it. I was blind plenty of times and it hurt me in the same way. People say I should learn from my mistakes but when you're too desperate looking for something mistakes don't matter. I guess that's my own fault. How many thorns you going to come up with? That's a good question to ask check how many times you've been hurt or thought that you have. And you'll find your answer. Cause and effect it's always cause and effect. Maybe the cause is not you however it's someone else but you get blamed for it. Left and right back and forth every angle you get judged for it you can't get out of it you just have to take it. It hurts on the first few times but pain tolerance is a thing so that you get used to it. People tell me that I should stop being sad however if I stop being sad am I changing my message but if I continue being like this am I repeating my actions but still sending a message. The friends I used to have I left because they weren't my friends at all I learned the hard way. Multiple times although some things come back to haunt me I still have a few months but the business is never handled until someone Falls.