Thorns

zer0

Sometimes life could be a notification to tell you to get on the program and move on with life sometimes I don't get that notification sometimes I just sleep stay on silent because it's getting hard lately to hear the buzzing again haven't been sad in a few months it's been kind of hard to be sad because I was so energetic to everybody it doesn't seem the case anymore I think I have to that way because it's not working I have to become something that I always was just silent information gather it sucks the fact that I can't really see straight my future I mean because it's hard to see a future if you too sad to think about it or you just too mad about losing something that you could have prevented just think of what I could have done but me thinking about it is what causing me to lose my focus zero days zero time Zero Sum zero difference zero reason to stay put you have a gun to your head to take someone to think outside the box what they can do been that position a couple times hardest thing to do is talking about it guess it's my first time speaking up always a problem with it sucks the fact that I never truly did it because that's my only way of keeping myself sane shutting up and helping my own problems but that's how I always lose scores always zero but I'm ready for the next game