Life After High School

Chapter 11

Secrete POV
This is right everyone will be happy so I grab some henny patron and gray goose and walk to the bathroom grab all the pills in the cabinet I pour all three drinks in this big ass cup I had and its like at least 7 bottles of pills so I get 5 from each one and put them all in my mouth at once and drink the combination I had in my cup. I just sit on the floor while my body feel weak. "I don't wanna live forever." I say to myself as I cry. "I don't wanna live in pain anymore." I say and cry harder. Then my body feel weaker and weaker then my vision get blurry and I don't see anything anymore its my sorrows will be put away for good.

Chres POV
Something not right its nique something happened she did something i don't know what though FUCK. I called everyone but its only me and Chris. We bust through her bedroom door we don't see her but we see the bathroom light in we run there hoping she just taking a bath and we were completely wrong we seen different types of achohol and different types of pill bottle fuck fuck fuck.

"We gotta get her to a hospital ASAP" Chris said. I just nodes and we rushed her to the hospital. I called everyone and told them what happen and the doctor said she took 5 pills each out of the bottle and mixed it with the achohol.

"I still don't get it this doesn't seem like something she would do literally." Maia said crying.

"But you gotta think about it her husband and the love of her life since the 10th grade just died and had his funeral yesterday she's going to take it hard and especially if her kids reminds her of him that's why she's shutting them out she don't want to but she's scared to be around them." De said while rubbing his face in frustration he's the only that haven't cried yet but that's because he's the oldest and he have to be the strongest even though he's hurt. He always does this he's use to it.

Chris POV
I'm scared asf right now I don't know what the doctors might say about nique I really hope I dont hear the words "I'm sorry but she didn't make it." I'm trying my hardest not to cry but its hard.

Secrete POV
I see a white light and then a figure walk towards me am I dead or what. I look at the figure hard and realize it dre you don't know how fast I ran to him.

"DREEEEE I MISSES YOU BABY!!!" I yelled while jumping on him.

"I've missed you baby but why did you do it why are you trying to kill yourself I know your better then this?" He asked crying a bit.

"I don't know I just felt alone miserable and everything else." I said while crying.

"But you have everyone else that cares for you nique you have to know that, you have to remember that you have kids that still need their mom. They lost their dad don't let them lose their mother as well don't let them be us when we didn't have both of our parents at a young age they don't have both but at least they have one." Dre said smiling.

"He's right babygirl you have to listen to him." Someone said and I turned around happy as hell.

"MOMMY!!!" I jumped on her while crying. Then like 6 more people came up. It was my dad uncle and a woman a man a little girl and boy.

"Nique this is my mom dad little sister and brother." Dre said while smiling. "But you don't have that much time but can you please don't let my death get between you and your love life I don't to be the cause of you not falling in love again. Because someone loves you a lot down there and you will find out sooner than you think and please
Make this promise for me and name your next child Moah I love you and that will never change." Dre said while smiling and kissing my four head. Then I woke up in a hospital with everyone surrounding me and my kids crying their eyes out.

"I'm sorry guys I'm really sorry I didn't mean for nun of this to happen I was just depressed and lonely I didn't want ya to worry I didn't want my kids to think their momma didn't love them I'm so sorry." I said crying as they all looked up smiling and hugging me as my kids jump on me kissing me.

"Mommy we missed you." Sanayah said while crying.

"Mommy don't scare us like that no more." Safire said crying.

"Please don't we all know daddy still loves us and he is in a better place and watching over all of us while protecting us as well." Siah said while crying as well.

"And we love him as much as we love you and that will never change." All three of them said at the same time.

"Nique you don't have to apologize either we understand we all still love you just don't scare us like that ever again." Chris said kissing my forhead while smiling but ended up crying. After a while we just talked and talked we laughed a little. I guess this is the new beginning of me and my kids life and everyone else's. I love you dre and you will forever be in my heart fly baby and Rest in Paradise.

*Maera and Manae at the top*