Learning to love

Broken hearted

Victor pov...

" yuri " i moaned. His hands were all over me. He grinds against me. I moaned again. God I thought I would be on top. His lips were teasing my neck. All I could do was Moan out his name over and over again. 

BEEP BEEP BEEP!! I slam down on the alarm clock. I felt something wrap around my waist. I look down to see yuri. I blush. Oh ...my ....god. I had fucking sex with my student! I had sex with yuri!! As in yuri !! Yuri! Oh thank you  Jesus! the lord has blessed me!!

I saw yuri stirred. I blush even harder,  oh god,  would he want round 2? 

"Oh hey Victor ....VICTOR!!" He yelled. He jump off the bed. He's face was really red.

" ready for round 2?" I said with a wink , going on all fours. 

" round...2? Victor we didn't have sex." He said. While putting on his glasses. Wait so your telling me that was a dream?! No why ,why !? The lord hates me!!

" why would you even think tha- oh my god you had a dirty dream about me" his face got really red.  Oh god now he probably disgusted by me. Probably never wants to never see me agian. I hang my head low. I'm disgusted  by myself.  

" hey...you know I'm not upset that you had a dirty dream about me...." He said while blushing even harder. He's ...he's... SO CUTE! I jump out of bed to hug him. He fell on the floor . I was on top of him wispering in his ear. " do you mind if I make my dreams come true?" I said while kissing him on the neck. He quickly pushed me off. I pouted . 

he rolled his eyes while blushing. He walk into the kitchen as I fellow him. 

" you can have breakfast here ....but I think you need to go to your house for professor things for work" he said. God how I would love to see yuri welcoming me home with dinner. 

I blush at thought . 

We ate breakfast. I got dressed and got my things. Yuri rolled his eyes.

" your tie is crooked ....there all better"? He said with a smile. 

I blush. He so cute . And he touch my chest. My hearts beating really fast. My face is probably so red. " later yuri!!" I yelled as I ran to work. I'm so embarrassed.

I ran even faster. I felt a joyful rush coming on. " I love yuri!!" I screamed on the sidewalk. I probably look like a crazy person.

Yuri pov ....

Class was over. I saw Victor stare at me while I get my things together. I blush. He's looking at me!! He's looking at me!! 

" YUR-" he was cut off by  three girls. 

" hey Victor you look good" The girl purred with a wink. 

" no no Anna he's mine, I like my man tall" said another girl hugging his arm. 

" sorry ladies I -"  Victor said. 

" oh Victor why don't you come to my house we can  have fun togarther" said the third one. 

Victor probably doesn't want to date some one like me...he probably wants to date some pretty girl with a nice ass. Victor could never like me.  I mean who could like a ugly fat dumb loser.  I ran out of class. 

" yuri wait!!" Yelled phichit behind me.  I kept on running. I ran and ran. I ran from my problems, I ran from my best friend , I ran from Victor,  I stop in a grassy field. 

" yuri why did you run" phichit said.  Tears form in my eyes. Why because Victor  derseve a some one else!! Some one better!! Give him some thing I can't and what a girl can. 

" because ...Victor.... and ....I ....he" I said tears fall down in my cheeks.  Victor ...those girls . Why didn't he stop them? Why didn't he stop them of touching him.

Phichit hug me. While I fell into him.  I cried. He kept on saying shh and everything alright . 

" no one loves me...no one will ever love me" I cried out. Phichit stop. He stop everything . He stop breathing, he stop speaking.

 Phichit than kiss me. 

Phichit pov...

 Tears formed in my eyes. They sowly fell down while I kiss yuri. I love him. I love him so much. Yes I pichit am in love with yuri. His lips are soft and delicate smooth, sweet. This is better than my dreams and day dreams. I get sparks . Like their sparks on my tongue and sparks in the air. I grip his shoulders for support. I let go.

" Yuri I love you ...I loved you for so long  ...I loved you ever since we were 8!! I just kept on falling for you harder and harder eatch and everyday. Yes yuri I love you!! " I screamed. I'm waiting to be rejected and I'm waiting for him screaming what the fuck phichit I could never love some one like you!! You ugly piece of shit!! 

I look him in the eyes. He just stood there being geogous, his beautiful black locks . His beautiful brown eyes covered with surprise.his mouth was covered with Ver large sharp O. 

" p-p-phichit is this ...are you....love me?" Is all he mange to get out. 

" yes yuri I love you. " I said.  He than cried. Tears spilled out of his eyes. I grew surprise . " yuri please don't cry !! Yuri im sorry!" I yelled.

" no I'm just happy...thank you for being in love with me and ...but ...I'm sorry ...I'm so sorry, I don't think I can return those feelings . I'm really sorry phichit! I don't want to hurt you !! Your one of the last people I want to hurt and I don't want this to ruin our friend ship...so please I'm sorry!!" He said while holding me. I smiled of course yuri can't return my feelings but I'm ok with that. I like us being friends . I like him joking around with me. Long as I am with him am happy. 

" it's ok yuri?" I said with a smile. 

" selfie?" He said. He smiled . I blush , he's smiles always get to me.

" selfie." 

I said. And I got out my phone to take a selfie. 

Victor pov....

I saw phichit confession. Phichit loves yuri....yuri probably loves phichit. I mean come on their Best friends. Yuri talks about him a lot . Few tears fell down my cheeks. Yuri...the sweet boy I teatch.....yuri ....a boy who's cute and sweet.....yuri.....the boy I fell in love with and who will probably never be in love with me. I just saw phichit screaming " I LOVE YOU YURI!" And then yuri cried , I couldn't hear what yuri said but after that they smiled at eatch other. Which means yuri probably loves phichit. 

I was an idiot to think yuri loves me!! I was an idiot to fall for one of my students. I'm so stupid!! I actually thought that yuri and I could get married and have kids!! I'm idiot!! I'm so stupid! Yuri could never love me! More tears fell down. I fell on the ground, I couldn't see anything. I'm so stupid!! I'm a fool!! The man I loved could never loved me back.