better with you | pjm [ON-HOLD]

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Sleeping is the best thing ever created next to food. I spent the whole weekend just sleeping, eating and watching anime.

I didn't come back at that place. I don't want him to see me crying and I certainly don't want to see him again. I'm scared. I just met him yet I felt emotions that I know I erased a long time ago.

I know I met that guy somewhere I don't know where. He really looks familiar and it's bothering me so much.

I stared at the camera next to me. My boss assigned me to a photoshoot today again after months of editing pictures or practicing the field I'm currently in which is architectural photography.

I was originally a portrait, nature and landscape photographer and a day never lasted with my boss saying I am still the best at those fields upon seeing my portfolio but I had to give it up because of Jungkook.

Our company focuses a lot on freedom. That's why it's named 희사 자유 (Freedom company) It was so corny that I hesitated even applying.

If I am to put it into simpler words I guess we're a company of freelancers but the difference is that we have a boss. I don't know if that made any sense.

Although I really have no clue as to how architectural photography works, I chose this applying that it surprised my boss but still accepted me nonetheless.

Of course, I'm ashamed on how selfish I acted that's why I'm doing my best to practice and study it. My co-worker Min Jung helped a lot with the basic.

I sighed. It can't be helped I need the money now. I don't earn enough from just editing pictures and magazines. My parents are no longer here so I've gotta do this on my own. The landlady is really bugging me with the payment.

I picked up my camera on my desk when my eye caught something, my diary.

I swore to myself that I'll throw that stupid thing away but as always I can't bring myself to.

A sigh escaped my lips when I found myself reading it.

Dear Diary,

you cant believe what happened today! i just met a guy who, for me is the definition of perfection. you dont know how thankful i am that i took a picture of that sunset. But i was kind of disappointed when he's not what he seemed to be. He's a bit rude. When he turned around, i think he saw me with my camera and that camera is pointing exactly at him. So embarrassing Maddison!

He frowned at me managing to still look handsome, how is that even possible? How am i so lucky to meet this guy?

But then i remembered that looks can be so deceiving.

After that he started walking towards me, heck i was panicking at that time i didnt know what to do! i just stared at the ground like real hard! it was like having a staring contest with it. i was surprised when he started to talk. He said, "Hey you!" i ignored him because i thought he was referring to another person but who am I kidding? i wanted to answer, "Who me?" but i didn't ha. He came closer and i knew at that moment that it was really me.

"Uhm, yes?" i gulped. Crap did he notice? Those are the thoughts that ran through my head. i was so nervous. It's not helping that he's close! What the heck Maddison? What are you some kind of teenager?

"I know I'm handsome but isn't rude to take a picture of someone when he's not looking?" I was surprised. That arrogant son of a duck!!!11

It was just his back and--