Yasha POV
I looked at Emerald as she walked up the stairs. She was angry because of the girl in my room. Yea I had a girlfriend but I wanted Emerald more. I went upstairs and walked in the room.
"Who was that girl she mugged at me" my girl Tina said
"Nobody you should worry about" I said
"You phone was ringing I wanted to answer it but it was a blocked number" she said hugging me and kissing my neck
"Glad you didn't" I simply spoke
I gripped her ass and kissed her neck. Little moans came out. I pulled down her panties and took off her bra. I went down to her nipples and licked each one. My phone started to vibrating. I ignored it because whoever it was could wait. I smacked my teeth as it started vibrating again. I walked to it and looked. It was a blocked call. Who ever this is better be dying for calling me this many times.
"Hello" I said irritated
"Yasha hey baby" my mothers voice said
Her voice echoed through my ears. I haven't heard from her till she tried to kill me.
"What do you want" I said
"I need somewhere to crash for a few days are you free" she chuckled
"Get the fuck off my phone" I spoke about to hang up
"No no please don't hang up I'm sorry for everything I did just hear me out" she pleaded
"I don't want to hear nothing you saying right now" I slightly yelled
"Please monkey just come meet me and hear me out" she said
"Don't call me monkey" I said holding my tears
"Please just meet me I'm at Harry's" she said
"Ok" I said hanging up the phone
"Who was that" Tina said
"You got to go home" I spoke
"For what" she said
"Look I don't got time for your shit T just go the fuck home" I yelled
She kissed her teeth and stormed out the room with her clothes. I'll call her later but right now I needed to see what this bitch wanted. My head flashed back to my childhood I had the worst of it. The things I went through I don't think no kids has.
"Go in there and get that money baby" my mother who was currently high said to me
It was 15 years ago and and I was 5. This was the first time I would get violated for money. My mama's pimp told her to send me in there since I already knew the ropes of things.
"But I don't want to mama" I cried
"Now look, you get your ass in there and make our pimp some money ok" she said roughing me up
Tears ran down my face. I opened the door and the man smiled. I didn't know about pedophiles back then so I was confused in why he took pleasure in the sight of me.
"Come here gal let me take a look at you" his rusty voice said out
"No" I said with fresh tears coming down my face
He got up and snatched me up and looked at me in my eyes. He smiled and I seen his gold tooth shine in the light.
"Be a good girl and take off you clothes for daddy" he laughed
I winced at his breath. It smelled like horse shit.
"Come on na I ain't got all day" he yelled
I sniffed and slowly unbuttoned my shirt. He kissed his teeth before grabbing my arm and throwing me on the bed.
"You ain't moving fast enough gal you going ruin my hard on" he said ripping off my shorts
My tears fell faster as I knew something bad was about to happen. Pain took over my body and I screamed in pain. I didn't know it then but he took the most precious thing I had away from me just like that. That was the only thing I could call my own and it vanished.
He finished and left the room. About 5 minutes later my mama came in with a big smile on her face.
"There's my big girl" she chuckled
I just laid there. I was to embarrassed to get up.
"Oh baby you'll get use to it just imagine them giving you a massage" she laughed and picked me up
She brought clothes with her and put them on me. I still didn't move so it was like she was putting clothes on a dead person. But that's how I felt, like I was dead on the inside I had no other reason to live.
The years went by like days and my life ended up just like my mother's. Addicted to alcohol and crack. But when I was 14 I met Calvin and he got me clean. I started pushing weight for him and I pulled in some real money since my life basically revolved around drugs.
One day I sold some drugs to one of the hookers my mother worked with and she gave them to the pimp. He died because someone laced his drugs with rat poisoning. My mama thought it was me and tried to kill me. She stabbed me within a inch of my life and would've kept stabbing me if it wasn't for Calvin. I haven't seen her since that day. And till this day I would never understand why she tried to kill me over a man that didn't give two fucks about her.
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Sorry that I haven't updated in a while. Just been busy with school and trying to find a job but I'm back and in full effect. Yes I know this chapter is small but it's something. Thanks for reading come back next week.
