I was so mad at the world right now. The fact that Carl slapped me but also that it's my fault that bright got shot. My whole world is spinning. I can't breathe through my tears. "Grey... Grey look at me" Christian said. I looked up. "Look I know you hard me but one of us is gonna have to get the bullet out and give her stitches or she's gonna bleed to death. "But I can't I'm scared what if I mess up I could kill her Chris... KILL HER!" I yelled through tears. "One of us is gonna have to you've practice I've seem you." He whispered. "I know you can do it" Carl muttered as he walked in. "I just... I'm afraid." I said. We heard them come back. "Guys where are ya" Daryl yelled. I ran down crying. "Hey doll fa... Whoa what's wrong." Daryl said. "Bright... she... she got shot." I whispered. "What how. Is my girl ok?" Rick screamed. "We gotta get the bullet out or she's gonna bleed to death." I said. "I was gonna do it but I was afraid. I didn't wanna kill her." I choked through my tears. "How did this happen?" Daryl asked me. "Well I went outside to get rid of two walkers and Carl told me it was dangerous and he said he couldn't lose me and we started yelling and then he backhanded me and Christian got pissed and tried to shoot him and I tried to stop him and he fired the gun and it hit bright." I choked. "This is all my fault." I said. "I'm gonna go give her surgery." Beth whispered. "Please be careful. That's my baby girl you got me" Rick said kinda harshly. "I promise I won't sir!" Beth said. I saw Carl glancing at me. I looked at him a slightly smiled he saw and he perked right up.