Just incase your wondering. Carl and I didn't get that far. It was just a heated makeout session. Well anyways things have gotten pretty heated for bright and Dean also. I have to admit they are adorable together, every second he gets he'll kiss her or hug her or cuddle with her. I honestly think the apocalypse has gotten to me. I've gone pretty much crazy with anxiety attacks almost every 5 min. I think I'm depressed too. Wow I have a lot of problems. The funny thing is nothing has happened to Chase or Christian they're still perfectly normal. But then there's me. Who used to be a bright happy and cheerful person now I'm pretty much antisocial and depressed. It sucks knowing how I used to be then now. Brightlyn still manages to smile through this all. She truly is my best friend and I love her. She's my rock. The one who helps me through this all.
