Never let them see (Dear Evan Hansen x reader)

Humiliated

It was 9th period and I was absolutely bored out of my mind. The teacher was talking about Shakespeare or some shit when I noticed a boy with long brown hair plop down in the seat next to me. I whipped out my sketchbook and, oddly enough, started to draw the boy. For the rest of the class I was so focused on the drawing I barely heard the bell ring. I trotted out of my last period class, happy that the school day was finally over. Most of my teachers gave us homework which I thought was stupid since it's the first day but whatever. Walking over to my locker, which was conveniently placed outside my last period classroom, I grabbed whatever I had left inside. Once I got all my things I shut my locker.

I stared to walk towards the front of the school when I ran into a tall, dark figure. I looked up and saw the long haired boy from my English class.

"O-oh I'm so sorry." I said, collecting my things that were spewed across the white tile floors. Looking over I saw him pick up my sketchbook which had conveniently opened to the drawings of him.

"A-are these pictures of me?" He asked, still just staring at the drawings.

"U-um, here c-can I just please have it back?" I said, reaching for the sketchbook.

"Did you do this during class? Where you watching me?!" He looked really pissed off.

"U-um..." I looked down at my fingers, anxiously picking at the dead skin around my cuticles.

"What the fuck are you stalking me?!" He asked accusingly.

"N-no." People started to crowd around us.

"You're so fucking weird! Leave me alone you pervert!" He yelled chucking the book at my face and stomping away. The people around me started to whisper as I just sat there on the floor quickly gathering up the rest of my stuff. Standing up I pushed through the crowd of people and ran to one of the girls bathrooms.

~Evan's POV~

Jared and I were walking towards the busses when I started to hear sobbing.

"Hey Jared, do you hear that?" I looked at him.

"Yeah you should see who it is." He said smirking.

"Jared, I can't go into the girls bathroom!" I blushed.

"Just go!" He said, pushing me into the bathroom. Peeking around the corner I saw y/n sitting on the floor with her face in her hands. Luckily she didn't see me and I ducked back out to see Jared.

"It's that girl from earlier, y/n. She's crying what do I do?" I said.

"I don't know comfort her." He shrugged.

"But like, what do I do? Maybe you should do this." I nudged him towards the door.

"No way! Just, start with hugs." he said.

"Hugs?! Jared that's weird I barely even know her!" I protested.

"Just go." And with that he shoved me into the bathroom. Turning around I saw y/n still making small puddles of tears on her shirt. Taking a deep breath I summoned up all the courage I have, which is not a lot, and wrap my arms around her. She doesn't hesitate in hugging back. She grabs the back of my shirt and I can feel her tears hitting my sleeve as she rests her head on my shoulder.

~Your POV~

I'm still clutching Evans back when I hear another person enter the bathroom. Looking up I see Zoe Murphy, she's in my calc honors class.

"Hey I-" she sees Evan and he looks up and he starts to blush. "I'm really sorry about my brother, I saw him yell at you, my names Zoe." She reaches out to help me up. Jared walks in and practically drags Evan out.

"See you tomorrow y/n" he says waving and walking out of the bathroom.

(A/n) Special thanks to my friend Reader_of_Anime for editing this for my so it doesn't suck!