Creepypasta Horoscopes 2

PERSONAL STUFF

I know not much people would probably read but ik some might right?

Ok.

Personal:

Ik my friends don't read my books (what ashholes 😂😂i love them anyway) i dont want them to worry.

I've been crying most my time often at night for awhile.
I feel like im self pitying myself to cry about my dad leaving me since me and my sister was born and even my older brothers dad left. his half japanese.
Ma said I've only seen him once. The sad thing is that i didnt even know i was supposed to have a dad nor a brother since my brother often left us for his friends when i was young.
I heard my dad had other families after us and i was sad to think im not good enough to be as important as his other family that he stayed with.
I dont remember his face.
I dont remember meeting him.
And i dont know if he ever loved us.
Im pretty sure his dead tho.

And matters only got worse when my brother went to university and my sister was hella smart given every honour student rewards in year 3 and i was there in their shadow dumb as fuck and paying people to be my friends. While being smart comes to my family naturally like my mum im so fucking stupid i even forgot my name in year 4.
I was only passed to the next grade because they felt 'sorry' for me.

In australia im doing well i was considered being the smart kid. Im happy they still dont know im stupid.

Im not bragging or anything but i always say im pretty, beautiful and flawless i want my friends to have the same confidence im showing because their so insecure but they are so beautiful. But then that in pretty, beautiful and flawless was just to hide how insecure i am myself. Im such a hypocrite right.

Sorry to bother you all with my rants 😂😂

Anyway if you have the same expirience tell me it would be nice to talk to someone i can relate too 😊