why the hell did you lie to me
why did you break every single promise
why do you keep telling me you don't want to be friends with me when all i did was make sure you were okay
why did you get mad at me for not asking when you stopped telling me anyways.
why couldn't you just say "I don't have feelings for you anymore" instead of lying and making stupid excusing and making me get so attached.
why do you keep having a conversation with me if you hate me
why do you keep fucking me over like i was nothing to you this whole time
why did you promise over and over "i'll always be your friend" "i'll never leave you" etc and then do it anyways.
why didn't you think things through before telling me something to melt my heart
was it true, all those things you said, or did you say them because it was what i wanted to hear? putting the pieces together and it doesn't seem like you cared that much. and who knows, maybe you cared and one point, but not anymore.
