okay so for one, i keep having this dream that my mom and i get into this argument and we're driving in the car and then i say something really hurtful to our relationship and then we get into an accident and she dies. i never see her again. and it breaks my heart.
i also keep having these allergy attacks and i want to fucking die. i wake up in the morning, and can't breathe and my throat closes up. like fr. leave me alone.
im crying haha gn
