Prologue

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Ang hirap palang manood ng dalawang taong nagmamahalan pero di sila pupwede. 


Ang hirap manood para lang makita mong hindi na ikaw ang rason ng bawat ngiti niya.


Ang hirap. Ang sakit.


"Sorry to interrupt everyone from dancing but let me just call a good friend of the celebrant to give us a special number. Don't worry you can all still take the dance floor with her singing. Let's welcome, Ms. Torres!"


Tumayo ako para pumunta sa stage at kunin ang mic.


*Music starts*


All eyes were on me including his.



Stone cold

Stone cold

You see me standing

But I'm dyin' on the floor

Stone cold

Stone cold

Maybe if I don't cry

I won't feel anymore



Can I not feel anymore?



Stone cold

Baby

God knows I try to feel

Happy for you

Know that I am

Even if I can't understand

I'll take the pain

Give me the truth

Me and my heart

We'll make it through

If happy is her

I'm happy for you



My heart will make it through... I hope so

My eyes were locked with his. Nag uusap ang mga mata naming dalawa. Curiosity and shock were in his eyes habang iniintindi ang lyrics na gustong sabihin ng puso ko.



Hmm, mm-mm, mm

Stone cold

Stone cold

You're dancing with her

While I'm staring at my phone

Stone cold

Stone cold

I was your amber, but now

She's your shade of gold



I was but now she is...

He looked at her as they dance with my song just like everyone else. He looked at her and smiled and she did the same. 


I guess they sense me letting go.



Stone cold

Baby

God knows I try to feel

Happy for you

Know that I am

Even if I can't understand

I'll take the pain

Give me the truth

Me and my heart

We'll make it through

If happy is her

I'm happy for you



Bakit ganun? 


Parang ang hirap kantahin bigla ng bawat nota? 


Ang hirap banggitin ng mga lyrics, ang hirap pigilang masaktan ng puso ko.



Don't wanna be stone cold

Stone

I wish I could mend this

But here's my good-bye

Oh, I'm happy for you

Know that I am

Even if I can't understand

If happy is her

If happy is her

I'm happy for you.



He looked at me again, this time happiness was evident in his eyes. 


A silent thank you perhaps for my unspoken but sung feeling. 


Yup, I guess here's my goodbye. 



My goodbye for my bestfriend, my boyfriend, my fiancé, now my ex-boyfriend and ex-fiancé.


I immediately went down the stage and walked away. 



Away from here, away from him and away from the pain.



Yes Kyler, if happy is her

I'm happy for you.

If Happy is HerTahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon