Make the most of the night~Noah Schnapp

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*self-harm and Suicide attempts! Read at own risk*

NOAHS POV;
Me; hey Jess...
Smolbean❤️; hey!
Smolbean❤️; what's wrong
Me ; I'm madly falling for you that's what's wrong...
*UNSENT*
Me; oh nothing, just Life I guess.
Smolbean❤️; what about life?
Me; just stressed out with filming that's all, nothing to worry about.
Smolbean❤️; oh I'm sorry N
Me; Sweetheart...? That's new😂
Me; Well then your new nickname is Sun
Smolbean❤️; ffs Noah, that makes sound pure and innocent😂
Me; where are you from?
Smolbean❤️; random but Atlanta!
Me; we're filming in Atlanta in a few weeks, we should meet up sometime!
Smolbean❤️; yeah sure! That would be cool.
Me; can't wait! 15 days till I'm in the same state as you!

I smile at the thought of meeting her. The one thing that scares me is if she's not who she says she is. I mean I've skyped her and all but I'm just not fully convinced...

Smolbean❤️; oh goodie!😂
Smolbean❤️; will Millie and Finn be with you?
Me; hah you said Will anyway yeah they are but they annoying af so😂
Smolbean❤️; lmao can say the same about my best friend😂
Me; who me, I'm offended
Smolbean❤️; noooooo. My other best friend not you!😂
Me; what's her/his name?
Smolbean❤️; doesn't matter
Smolbean❤️; I gotta go, bye
Me; wait Sun!
Me; Sunday!
Me; are you ok?!
Me; did I do something wrong?!
~smolbean❤️ has muted you~

Goddamn it!

Sundays POV
I drop to my knees, tears streaming down my face. I'm so stupid! Why did I have to mention Natalia?! Ugh, I miss her so much. Why did that damn car have to be driving so goddamn fast!
'UGH I HATE LIFE!' I yell. Luckily no one is home.

There's only 1 thing I usually do in situations like this.
I need to die.
I want to be with Natalia.
Goodbye, World.

I run into my on suite bathroom and dig through my draws until I find my razor. I place it on my left wrist and cut;
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Then my right wrist.
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Then I place my razor back into my draws and wash my wrists off, rapping them in bandages so my parents don't get suspicious. This is what I do in situations like this. It's like I can't stop myself.

Noah's POV
I need to see Sunday. I need to make sure she's ok! There's only 1 thing I can do in things like this, text her friend Alexia and ask where she lives. I fly out to Atlanta tomorrow and I've already bought my tickets. I've spoken to the Duffer Brothers and they said I can have only the weekend in Atlanta so that is what I do.

Me; hey Alexia
Alexia.a; oh Hi Noah!
Me; I'm flying to Atlanta tomorrow!
Alexia.a; omg really? Why?
Me; to see Sun, I can't wait I need to see her now!
Alexia.a; wow someone's desperate😂 but ok what airport?
Me; blue moon airport! I'll be there at 3 pm
Alexia.a; I'll be there