Hetalia: Chaotic Pendant Chronicals- its not over!

Chapter 5: A Thousand Fears

( Hello and I am back! Did you all miss me? I hope so! Hopefully the entire chapter will be done today! Well? Comment and feedback are always welcome! Maybe even start telling other people that you think are going to like the story! Thank you for reading~~) 

At the end of the night there was a lot to think about... what was all of the visions for, what was causing and all of the other hullabaloo that comes with fear and confusion, to say the least, it was going to be like mass hysteria! Why was all of this happening to him! What did he ever do to cause this! Why WHY?! WHYWHYWHYWHY!!! It was the only think going on in his head, it was making the room spin and sounds get distorted in his fruitless panic and rancid harsh breathing. 

He was so wrapped up in the warped environment of his home, he hadn't heard the knocking on the door, the loud american music coming from a certain country leaders phone, the smell of cheese covered fries and other things that Alfred was waiting at the door with. 

He was listening to some odd music, it was something called 'You're gonna go far, kid" , not bad, but it was not something the Italian was used to though, Catchy and new. It was made by the group called "The Offspring" . Make a not of that! ( A/N: cant help it, one of my favorites) 

Show me how to lie
You're getting better all the time
And turning all against the one
Is an art that's hard to teach
Another clever word
Sets off an unsuspecting herd
And as you get back into line
A mob jumps to their feetNow dance, fucker, dance
Man, he never had a chance
And no one even knew
It was really only youAnd now you steal away
Take him out today
Nice work you did
You're gonna go far, kidWith a thousand lies
And a good disguise
Hit 'em right between the eyes
Hit 'em right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See 'em running for their livesSlowly out of line
And drifting closer in your sights
So play it out I'm wide awake
It's a scene about me
There's something in your way
And now someone is gonna pay
And if you can't get what you want
Well it's all because of meNow dance, fucker, dance
Man, I never had a chance
And no one even knew
It was really only youAnd now you'll lead the way
Show the light of day
Nice work you did
You're gonna go far, kid, trust, deceived!With a thousand lies
And a good disguise
Hit 'em right between the eyes
Hit 'em right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See 'em running for their livesNow dance, fucker, dance
He never had a chance
And no one even knew
It was really only youSo dance, fucker, dance
I never had a chance
It was really only youWith a thousand lies
And a good disguise
Hit 'em right between the eyes
Hit 'em right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See 'em running for their livesClever alibis, Lord of the flies
Hit 'em right between the eyes
Hit 'em right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See 'em running for their lives

However, when the Italian heard the door, he took a few minutes to compose himself as he wiped his face, stopped the shaking and other things that were making the unholiest thing on earth. He was acting like there was an earthquake. That was how much he was shaking. It was going to be pathetic, if it was not already. Anyway, getting up, he went to the door, only when he looked at the phone on his bedside table, did he see what day it was. 

" Holy Rome..." he muttered out sadly and he looked to his door when he got to the room after scooping up his phone. There was Alfred, as usual, he had his huge grin and goofy demeanor following him like a happy trail of flowers. Feliciano smiled and he looked at him as he opened the door. 

" Hey Alfred, how are you? and... What are you here for anyway??" he asked the other, who walked in and he stood at the door. 

" Me and all of the others decided it was time for a very brief vacation, 3 days, we are going to the beach, wanna come? " the blonde haired man offed and the brunette looked down a little in shame and he shook his head. 

" Sorry, I have a few things i am trying to do today... Mind if i go and meet you all at the beach tomorrow?" he asked and the other looked a little depressed, then he nodded, the smile was back on his face when Feliciano mentioned going tomorrow, that wasn't going to be that bad! So he nodded and he left, only saying where they were going to be at. ( Think of some random place in Florida America Folks!) and with that he hopped in his truck and he drove off up the road near the forest. 

Making sure that the other was gone, Feliciano closed and locked his door, then he walked to one of the near cities where he was. Standing on the tallest area near water, he looked into the water with an almost empty look in his face, he still missed him after all this time... Holy Rome... he never came back to him like he said he was going to. He lied.

How could he think such a thing? How could he think something different.. It was harder to decide he was going to be sad or to be angry, than it was to cope with the fact that the boy he loved so long ago was gone. 

He was so wrapped up in his feelings, he didn't notice he was up on the rail, looking into the water, there was a red glaze in his eyes. Falling into the water, he was only brought back to his senses when he got the cold biting feeling of the chilled water in his shirt. By then he was struggling to breathe. Luckily enough it was shallow, so when he passed out from his ingested amounts of water, he woke up on the near shore at the mouth of the under part of the bridge. It was pretty down there. He didn't bother looking anywhere else. 

Standing up, he noticed it was night time. The sky was a clear midnight blue, stars peppered the sky in a gorgeous array, clouds only further bringing out the beauty even more. Letting out a sigh, he was standing now, waist level in the water. He walked out and the pendant was glowing, he didn't care, he ignored the obtrusive color and he continued to walk. Soon, he was in the middle of the cold water. He thought he saw his love. 

" You came back, you came back to me, like you promised me, right holy Rome. You would never leave me all alone right? Right.. " he muttered and he reached up his arm, the figure of his 'love' was reaching down to him. He touched the figures hand. Though he was seeing things. All of the sorrow was coming back. It was pouring over. Though he could not find the willingness in his heart to cry, it was replaced with curdling hate and agony. He glared at the figure and he let out an angry shout. " I hate you! I hate you! Leave me all alone like you did before! I want you to leave me alone! I wish i never knew you! You are a fake! You left me alone! I wish I never met you! DAMMIT!!! GO AWAY!!!" shouted and he glared with more hate. The figure turned into a black mass. 

In a short period of blackness, Feliciano fell back down in the water, the pendant was dropping off his neck. His eyes were almost all red now. The pendant made a plop sound in the water. Only he put it back on, not because he was worried about the others, but because he felt insecure without it. He hugged it in all his dismay and he cried to himself on the shore. Going home, he walked in, and fed his cats, not eating himself. 

Staring at the wall, he laughed and he sat awake in his chair all night, darker thoughts were flooding in his head. 

" They meant what I heard them say at the meeting... didn't they... I'll make them feel sorry! Ill make them suffer!! HAAAAHAAA!!!" he grins and he scratched his arm until it bled. The blood seeping into his chair, leaving crimson marks. 

To be continued!!!