Hamiltion Middle school au

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Hello....
Yes I know this is a late update *scratches neck* but I've kinda given up on this book, yes this by far has been my most popular book but I'm not quite into it anymore... I recently got back into creepypasta, now for all of my readers who don't know what that is, DONT LOOK IT UP! Stay your innocent self as long as you can. Anyways, yeah I've given up. Not just on this book but on almost everything, I'm tired of fighting everyday with the voices in my head, with my way to mild imagination, and we're talking about disorders and how I seem to make fiction stories, video games, and other things seem real, even though I'm only 14 and I should've grown out of it... I'm tired battling with the depression, the anxiety, the guilt, and all of my flaws. My family life is no better than what goes on in my head. My stepdad is a huge dick and I love my mother and brother so damn much but they've gotten to my limits at points too. Also just everyday I think one how I need to find my real father, wether he's six feet under (dead) or drunk and alive. And no I haven't been updating any of my other books recently but I will try to find motivation. Even though I'm holding on, I'm just hiding all the stuff I deal with. When me and my brother are home I go downstairs and let my imagination go wild and it leads me to the worst, wether it's a visit from the devil or fighting in a war or living the perfect life, I truly don't know where I'm going anymore. I've got my beautiful baby niece, and my amazing family, now my friends are a different story. But for now this is it. I'm sorry to leave this here but it is how it is.

With lots of love,
Maria