Time To Conquer

AMEEN

Dear Ameen,

Assalamualikum. Allah always fulfill his promises. May Allah always keep you safe and away from Satan and his allies.

If you are reading this diary, it is because of Allah. He has given you an opportunity to understand the purpose of your life. You don't know much about what happened to me.

Well, never trust any one but Allah. I bear witness I say truth. Your father has intentions to kill you the day you were born not physically, spiritually. 

Ameen I saved you and yes I went to the witches and the saints. I asked them to safe you against evil. I don't know what I have done. I have saved you, and that was all my intention was. I saved you, protected you. You are protected by angels. Demons will never touch your heart, until you let them in.

Ameen, you are always loved. I don't know what lies your father has seeded in your mind. I am not a bad mother. What ever name he has planted in your mind is not your name. My son's name is Ameen.

Your father and I used to study at the same university. I never knew how I slowly stopped offering namaz, ignoring Quran and married a non muslim. It happened slowly gradually, I take all burden on my shoulders, I did wrong. I got distracted, I stumbled and I started walking on the wrong path and that path has not given me any happiness, or any contentment. 

Ameen this life is a test. It is not a place to sit and have fun. You get life every day, but you get death only once that is when your test is over. I recommend that as an intelligent and wise person you will seek for truth.

The path of truth is Islam. Ameen you will say truth and you will do justice, as path of justice and truth is the path of Prophets. You might not get results, but always follow the path of truth and justice. No matter how hard it gets, you have to stay stronger. I am being obtrusive because I know how much time it must have taken this diary to reach you. May be you are 20 or 45 or may be 60 years old. I don't know how much time has gone in vain. Ameen find the path of truth. Evaluate all your options select the best option.

Say my regards to Miss Martha if she is there. She helped me a lot in my lasts days.

Your Mother

Ayesha