Guide me through the darkness [FINISHED]

~ You'll regret everything you've done to me~

Alice P.o.V.

When I woke up I was tied to a bed. In a cross shape. Fear filled my heart. Does Loki already know? Is he looking for me? Does dad know? Are they going to get here before they'll kill me?? Skin man with huge syringe in his hand. He pierced my hand and let the liquid got into my veins. I felt fire in my veins spreading all over my body. I started to scream really loud. I though that Loki can easily find me because he can hear it. A fire took over my entire body and raised up which made me scream even louder. I never knew I can scream louder than that. 

I don't know how long I suffered like that but when it was slowly going back to normal the same doctor came and and inject something else. The nightmare returned. I was loosing my mind. The same thing was happening all over again. They did not stopped. They were torturing me mentally. Showing me things that I would never imagine could ever happen. After a while they started to torture me physically. I could feel nothing else apart of pain. 

I want to stop this. I want to come back home, hug Loki and fall asleep knowing I am safe. I am so tired. I want to come  back home and get some rest. 

Loki P.o.V.

I tried to get into Alice head. Sometimes I was doing that to see how she is. She never noticed my presence in her brain. At least she never told me about it. When I entered her mind I curled up in pain. A second later I could hear lot of people trying to get me up but they couldn't. A waves of pain were going through my brain and entire body. I felt like someone kept burning me up from inside. 

Through all this pain I could hear deep voice that could belong only to one person. My brother. Thor was speaking to me. I went off Alice mind. I fall down on the floor again. I felt defenseless, tired, sad. I had to tell all of that to Avengers we need to keep looking for her more intensively. 

- Loki what happen? - asked Thor. 

- I... I entered Alice mind. I wanted to see how she is. I could see darkness and feel lot of pain. I could feel everything what she felt. She's going though the hell now. We need to hurry up with searching for her. We need to find her quicker. 

- Okay they started fairly quickly. - said Bucky. 

- Started what? - asked Tony.

- They want to make super soldier. They will inject some things into her. Her gens will mutate until she become another winter soldier. In extreme cases she may become someone like Wanda and Pietro. They will torture her mentally first to make her weaker. Then physically to break her. When she will not resist anymore... They will do the same thing they did to me. Brainwash, install the program and use her against us. I hope we will make it on time. But I don't know how far they went already. 

- We have to hurry up! - shouted Sky. 

- We are doing everything we can already! - shouted back at her Tony.

- I can try to track her. - I said. 

- Loki you're too weak now. - said Thor sadly. 

- I will do it. But you have to hold me strong so I can't move. - I said this chilly. I had to do it. For Alice. I am more than sure that I will go through so much pain. But I have to just to keep her safe. 

- Okay. - all of them said in the same time. 

Thor took me into his arms. I felt kind of weird. I haven't hugged him for ages. I don't even remember how it is. I concentrated on Alice mind again. I entered it and tried to track it. I was pushing pain away. When I got her I let myself have a look at what they are doing to her. I discover that we need to rush. Really rush. They went so far away with turning her into their toy. 

I came back and looked at Avengers. I could see lot of hope, fear, happiness and many other feelings. I felt important. Someone finally is depending on me and information that I have. I like this feeling. My thoughts were interrupted by passing information to them. Alice is first now. 

- I found her. But we need to rush. - I said it weakly.

- Why? What are they doing to her? - asked Bucky. 

- They are torturing her physically. She's just about to break. We need to rush. - I said with strength in my voice. I was recovering quite quick. Even if I was weak I would still fight for Alice. No matter if I fail I just have to. 

Everyone packed up their weapons and agent staff and medical staff to be able to take good care of Alice. I am prying to every God that exists to keep Alice at this stage where she is on. Please do not break until we get there. We need to save her. As sooner the better. 

I entered her head once again and passed to her "Alice we are coming just hold up little bit more. Just a little bit more".