Guide me through the darkness [FINISHED]

~ Come back to me ~

Alice P.o.V.

Have you ever been trapped in your own body? See everything, hear, feel and smell but cannot control what you're doing and talking about? Don't control you, your life anything you do or say? I have that. I am standing right in front of people who I love and I can't hug them. Fall into their arms and cry like a baby from happiness. Sit in safe tower eating pizza, drinking lemonade and watch some films. All of them look at me sadly. All of them want to help me but they can't because they don't want to hurt me. Even if that means that I will hurt them. I tried to fight over and I nearly did it when he injected this liquid into my veins again. Damned it was so close to be freed. 

- Nightmare! - he shouted near my ear. He was so close. If I had control I could kill him. 

- Master. I'm ready for your orders. - I said it with so emotionless face and tone of voice. Nooo, please someone help me. 

- Kill them all. Spare just the God of lies, Winter Soldier and Captain America. Bring them alive but tight them well so they don't run away. - I wish to say nope. 

- Yes sir. - I wanted to say something opposite to that. 

- I have a name you... just wasting space on this planet and the air. - Please Loki don't mess with him. Please. He is too dangerous, especially when he has me now. 

- Then what is your name God? - he asked sarcastically. - I will kill you. One day I will do it with a pleasure. 

- You are not worth enough to know it. You're just a piece of useless trash being on this planet. Little nothing that everybody can live without. A waste of space, air and nerves.

- Kill them all. Bring those who I mentioned. You may injure them as much as you want. I don't care about that. And make sure you do it quick. - he said it furiously and left. 

As soon as he left I started to run in their way. I clapped into my arms and all of them fall behind in many different directions. I created little ice daggers and throw them in Natasha. I throw flame arrow into Clint. I was taking all of them out just to get to Cap. When  I got to him and injected him a sleep drug, I quickly  tight him and hide him in the bushes. When all of them got ready again I decided to pick different method to accomplish my mission. Not me just this damned injection did it. My second target was Bucky. He is going to be a main problem. He is stronger and more clever than everybody else apart of Wanda and Natasha. They're both clever but not as strong. He is a deadly combination. But I hope that at least he is going to stop me. I know he can. 

I run up to them and frost the time. Did the same with Bucky what I've done to Captain and hide him in the same place. Now I have just Loki left. I know that he broke into my mind. He is more powerful now. He has seen everything I've done and everything I went trough. I finally fought over the injection. I started to again control my own body. Finally I was free. 

- Please do not attack me. I'm back. I'm so sorry. - I stared to cry. I never wanted all of that. 

Loki quickly got to me and hugged me. Everyone else did the same. Natasha spot the missing people from our team I showed them where they are and helped to wake them up. I apologized them and promised that until he will not inject me that thing again I won't do anything familiar ever again to them. And even if he does I will try harder to fight this over. 

I had a vision. 

Loki stood on the side scanning the ground to find my necklace that broke when I first attacked them. I looked at him so happily that we finally got back together. Behind him something moved so quick I have't spotted what it is. On another second from his stomach was showing up a sword bade all in his blood. Shot of a gun and a noise of two falling on the ground bodies. I quickly run to Loki and took him on my legs. I gently took off his armor and tried to heal him. I was too stresses and my powers were not cooperating with me. I started to panic more and more with every second. 

- Alice I love you so much. 

- I love you too Loki. Please you can't leave me not now. 

- I will always be by your side. I will always look after you Alice. No matter where I am.

- Please Loki do not close your eyes. Please baby do it for me, keep them open.

He closed them and fall asleep for ever. I cried even more. I was hugging a body of my dead love to my chest. 

My vision ended I've seen Loki in the same place. I run to him and turned us around. I felt something sharp going all the way through me. I took a deep breath. I heard a sound of a shot. Just like in my vision.  I fall into Loki's arms. 

My lungs began to burn. I started to choke on the air I was trying to take. 

- Alice look at me. - said Loki desperately. 

- I am darling. - I said it gently. I looked into his green eyes full of love and tears. I fall in love with them. And every day after I've seen for the first time I was loving more and more. I don't know if I would ever had enough looking at them. 

- Do not dare to close your eyes forever. - he started to cry. 

- You are the best that could happen in my life. I do not regret any of the moments I've spend with you. I just regret there wasn't much of them and we will not have more of them in the future. 

- There will. I love you Alice and I won't let you go. I will never let you go. - said Loki desperately. 

- I will guide you through the darkness of your life Loki. Now and forever. Maybe you will not be able to see or touch me but I will be there for you. I love you Loki and I always will. - I said weakly and darkness took me. 

Loki's P.o.V.

Her head started to falling down. She seemed to be so soft. She didn't even closed her eyes. Little drops of blood streamed from the corner of her mouth down to her neck. Last breath left her mouth. Her eyes were looking in a space in stead of me. 

- Come back to me. - I said desperately. 

- Loki she won't come back. She's gone. - said Cap sadly.

- Come back to me! - I shouted to the sky. - Please come back to me. - I said it quietly hugging her nerveless body to my chest as it could help me get her back. 

I pulled her up and carried her to the plane. I gently lay her down on the bench and cover her with a blanket. I asked Wanda and Pietro if they both can stay with her. Even if she didn't need that anymore.  I walked out and got to the Midgardian worm to finish him off. Stark grabbed me and ask to spare him. All of them wanted to see that Fury will do to him. I wanted as well. I wanted to finish him off myself but I had to pass it on to Fury. He will know what he did. He will revenge on him for both of us. 

I love you Alice and I always will.