Me: Why didn't you just straight up tell me? Alaska: ??? Me: You knew this whole time didn't you Alaska: Knew what? What are you talking about? Me: You know exactly what I'm talking about. Alaska: ... Alaska: ohhh Alaska: pussy I'm so sorry. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to tell you so bad. It's just that Adore's my friend too. Me: I gotta go. Alaska: Wait I'm sorry! I really am.
I read her text and turned off my phone. I stared at my own reflection at the dark screen. I looked like a mess. My eyes were puffy, my hair was tangled, and my throat hurt from screaming.
I threw my phone at the wall, not caring if it broke or not. This is the last time I'm ever letting myself get hurt. Is there a switch where I can just shut off my emotions? That'd be great right about now.
I can't believe I actually thought Adore and I had something special. We've only been dating for a year and then some but we developed a strong bond from the start. Where'd things go wrong?
No. I need to stop. I can't drown myself in toxic thoughts. I just need to focus on me. That's all I need. Myself...right?
I grabbed my phone off the floor; just a small scratch thank goodness. I took a picture of the scattered shards of my broken vase with my phone and went to instagram.
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My breath hitched. She liked that real damn fast. I quickly clicked on her page and unfollowed her. I didn't want anything to do with her. Not right now, not later, not ever.
