Ayee!! my name is Spencer Jae Wallace but my friends call me Spence because Spencer sounds like a girls name and i literally hate girls... they cause so much drama... so all my friends are mostly boys and I almost always hang out with them...but i s...
Shawn's POV Spenz was very tired after the birthday party, the other parties and the breakup with Jack. It was too much for her to handle. She would always be nervous nowadays and today was a very big day and she had to be perfect. Today we were going to the AMA's . she was performing at the AMA's and it needed to be perfect.. She wore a
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He performance at the AMA's was amazing but very saddening and very heart felt.
She was reunited with Allison Swift who won tons of awards at the AMA's . Allison is one big sweet heart because she is just perfect but still she has no ego and has a big heart.
Sh: Spenz, are you alright?
Sp: shhh!!! I am drunk!(with a wicked smile)
Sh: OMG! why? you have to make a speech right now..
Sp: i will truth ,whats wrong with that?(and with that she left to make her speech. i felt that she was going to make a mess of everything but something totally different happened,something totally different.)
Sp: Hey guys! to start off with this speech, let me warn you guys that i am drunk so i am only going to be speaking the truth.(then giggles)so sorry. well all i have to say is ,i am at this position because of a certain someone named Shawn whom i truly love. but when i say love isnt best friends that pops up in your mind,Shawn but to be honest with you, i love you much more than that. Actually, for some time now, i have wanted to be more than that. i have never felt this way towards anybody. you have been the only person i have this way about and i am positive i will never feel like that about anybody.(i could see tears fill her eyes.)i am so sorry to be embarrassing you in front of such a huge crowd and your fans but i needed to get it off my chest. i am so sorry to love you,Shawn but something happened and i started loving you.(with that she turned around but not fast enough for me not to see a tear slip down her cheek. i knew in that moment that she was not drunk,she only acted like that.she was walking down the aisle when i walked up to her and stood in front of you. i looked at her straight in the eyes.)
Sh: you are not drunk.
Sp: see? you are the only one that knows me . everybody else here thought i was drunk except for Allison because she knew what i was going to do .
(After a pause)
Sp: i am really sorry. Shawn, i totally understand if you dont love me that...(babbling )
(i cut off her babble by moving close to her and kissing her softly on the lips. Her arms like reflex went around my neck and my arms went around to her waist . she was kissing me back me too, that was a relief but our kisses were wet. i pulled away to see tears streaming down her face.)
Sh: Spenz(caressing her cheek) look i have always loved you more than best friends obviously and what you said up there really made my day so this is something i have been wanting to ask you for quite a long time. (after a pause) will you be my girlfriend?(hopefully)
(she jumped up with excitement and put her arms around my neck and then kissed me)
Sh: so is that a yes?
Sp: obviously,idiot... no! you are my special idiot!(ruffling my hair)
Sh: hey!(angry mock tone)
Allison: lets continue with the amas and enough with the clapping for the newly born couple. i need some claps for myself too(smirking)
Sp: lets get out of here.
Sh: sure!
(as soon as she changed into her normal clothes,she fell asleep after kissing me goodnight. i looked at her sleeping and i couldnt help but sing...)
Sh:"I watch your troubled eyes as you rest
And I fall in love with every breath Wonder if those eyes are really shut And am I the one you're dreaming of 'Cause underneath the darkness There's a light that is trying so hard to be seen And I know this, cause I'm noticed, A little bit shining through the seams
And if this is what it takes, Then let me be the one to bear the pain Oh if this is what it takes, I'll break down these walls that are in our way If this is what it takes
You keep on telling me I'm wasting time But to call it wasting time, oh that's a crime And you thinks it's crazy what I'm tryna do Well baby I'm a fool for you 'Cause underneath the darkness There's a light that is trying so hard to be seen And I know this, cause I'm noticed A little bit shining through it seams
And if this is what it takes, Then let me be the one to bear the pain Oh if this is what it takes, I'll break down these walls that are in our way
'Cause if you don't understand yet Then I'll never let you forget That you don't have to do this on your own I'll be your shoulder to lean on I'll be your right when you feel wrong So come on take my hand we're moving on
And if this is what it takes, Then let me be the one to bear the pain Oh and if this is what it takes, I'll break down these walls, these walls that are in our way If this is what it takes"
and with that i drifted of to sleep but not before hearing her whisper,
