F.M.L ..... FOREVER

Love Will Remember

Spenz's pov

Six months! six fucking months have gone  by since me and Shawn started dating. it was pretty steady. Today, I was going to surprise Shawn. He had a concert today and i will be performing today over there. So right now,i was in L.A to surprise him. Yay!!!

I reached his venue and went to the back door. i heard Shawn's voice from a room so i quietly walked to that room and eavesdropped.

Anonymous: Shawn, yours and Spenz's relationship is turning out to be great for your career and as soon as you are more famous than her ,dump her and start dating some other  really famous person. Shawn but really that idea of yours was brilliant .

Sh: but...

Anonymous: no buts. just do as you are told.

(with that i heard her walk towards the door so i ran away from there. i went to the restroom and as soon as i entered the wash room, tears spilled from my eyes. i just couldnt hold them together for quite long. they just spilled from my eyes. i never thought that someone like Shawn would do this to me-use me?seriously?its even lower than cheating on me. i hate him but at the same time i could feel my heart break into a million pieces. as i was my washing my face,someone entered the washroom.

Sh: Spenz!(trying to hug me.)

Sp: i thought that this was the girls washroom.(wriggling out of his touch . i loved his touch. it was the only thing that could calm me down. but right now,as much as i want him, i cannot have him as he used me.)

Sh: what are you doing here tho?

(i was saved by Kevin,my bodyguard calling me out.)

K: its your turn to go on stage. Spenz,are you okay?(looking at my face )

Sp: no i am not fine but Kevin,do me a favour and play recording no.12 on my voice message recordings  as soon as i take the mike..

K: okay.(with that he left)

(shawn cheered me on but i felt the least cheery actually i dint feel cheery at all. as soon as i went on stage, the record was played.)

* Voice message recording starts*

Sh:Hey babe it's me, I just wanted to call to tell you that

I love you so so so so much,
Just wanted to let you know that you are my princess,
You are worthy of all of the love in the world,
You are the love of my life.  

(with that i started singing.)

Sp:Now is all we got

And time can't be bought
I know it inside my heart, forever will forever be ours
Even if we try to forget
Love will remember
You said you loved me, I said I loved you back
What happened to that? What happened to that
All your promises and all them plans we had
What happened to that? What happened to that

Boom. Gone
Yeah we move on
Even if we try to forget
Love will remember you
And love will remember me
I know it inside my heart, forever will forever be ours
Even if we try to forget
Love will remember, love will remember
Love will remember, love will remember
Love will remember

The trips we dreamed of taking, the tacks left on the map
What happened to that? What happened to that
When all you had was nothing, and all we did was laugh
What happened, what happened, what happened to that?

Boom. Gone
Yeah we move on
Even if we try to forget
Love will remember you
And love will remember me
I know it inside my heart, forever will forever be ours
Even if we try to forget
Love will remember, love will remember
Love will remember, love will remember
Love will remember

Break down the walls, let heaven in
Somewhere in forever we'll dance again
We used to be inseparable
I used to think that I was irreplaceable
We lit the whole world up before we blew it up
I still don't know just how we screwed it up
Forever forever forever

Love will remember you
And love will remember me
I know it inside my heart, forever will forever be ours
Even if we try to forget
Love will remember, love will remember
Love will remember, love will remember
Love will remember, love will remember
Love will remember, love will remember
Love will remember

Sp: Shawn ,i am breaking up with you and you know what the reason.  I overheard everything so dont even try anything.dont even to try to talk to me ever again.(glaring at Shawn with tears still slipping from my eyes and rolling down my cheeks. with that i left, i never turned around. i just sat in my car and left forever and ever from Shawn's life and he had to walk out of my life)