Breathe Me~Nian

Regrets

PAUL'S P.O.V

I feel awful for kissing Nina. It was literally just in the heat of the moment.

Her stupid ass *air quote* boyfriend
Was there just after the moment it happened. I love Nina as my best friend Nothing more. Not now not ever.

I pick up my phone and go on to Nina's Instagram

*User not found*

I called Nina "Dobreva, what's up why did you delete your Instagram?"

"I was sick of people commenting things like "cheater" or "fuck you" or "whore" or "hoe" it's hard you know"

"Nina Dobrev! Since when did you care about what people say about you? You're perfect the way you are and honestly, you're amazing personality is all that is needed! Not to mention the looks" I let out a chuckle

"Thank you so much Paul! That has boosted my confidence so much. I love you!"

"I love you too Nina"

"I need to go now wesloooo"

"Okay Dobreva"

"Bye Paul, I'll see you later"

With that she hung up the phone

NINA'S P.O.V

"NINA" it was nick. I couldn't help but think that he's drunk and going to abuse me

"YES" I coughed

"IM COMING FOR YOU! I KNOW YOU WERE TALKING TO PAUL AGAIN TODAY"

"AM I NOT ALLOWED FRIENDS?!"

"NOT ONES YOU KISS AND HAVE PROBABLY FUCKED"

"HE KISSED ME! WE KNEW IT WAS WRONG SO WE STOPPED!"

With that he came running through my bedroom door, with a whip

"I'm gonna whip you until you admit you want him"

1 "do you want him" "no!"

2 "do you want him" for the second time no!"

3"do you want him" by this point I was crying my eyes out "no I do not want Paul!"

4"do you want him Nina!?" "NO I DONT FUCKING WANT HIM!"

5"you want to do the dirty with him don't you?" "NO! I LOVE HIM AS MY BEST FRIEND!"

6"Nina do you want him" "if it stops you from killing me! YES I WANT HIM"

With that I got up and ran away crying my eyes out. I went to my moms house and ran in without saying anything. I went upstairs to the bathroom, I looked at the box of blades I kept for a spare. I picked one out of the box and looked in the mirror. I punched the mirror and watched all the glass shatter down the wall. I started pushing the blades on my skin and slashing my wrists watching the blood flow down my arm. 

Before I knew it everywhere was black.

                                  ~

A/N
SO SO SORRY FOR HOW SHORT AND BAD THIS IS BUT ITS JUST TO HAVE SOMETHING FOR YOU GUYS TO READ WHILE IM BUSY 😘 I love you all ~Hol x