He's Br(OK)en

Silence

(Danny)
I felt my eyes water as Jorel introduced Vanessa to us. I got up and went to my bunk, silently crying. I heard the guys talking to Vanessa, I can also hear Jorel and Vanessa kisses, I can hear my heart shatter into pieces. I stayed in my bunk, I didn't want to get up. I didn't want to look at them.

The bus soon stopped at the studio. I got up and rushed out, and bringing my stuff with me. I called up Reese to give me a ride home, I didn't have a car since Jordon picked me up.

Reese drove up to the studio with Scarlet in the back, I smiled when I saw my baby bird. I put my stuff in the trunk and got into the car, I smiled to my daughter and my ex-wife. She was very understanding when I came out at gay to her and she let's me see Scar on weekends.

She drove me home and I hugged her goodbye, I went to the trunk and grabbed my bag. I lastly waved Scar bye and watched them drive off. I opened the door and I was greeted by Louie, I patted my dog on his head and tended to his needs.

I went to my room and I unpacked everything, I layed on my bed and started crying. I let everything out, it's hard to keep in all of these feelings when people are around. I got up and walked to the bathroom.

I switched on these lights and looked inside my medicine cabinet. I moved my pills around and grabbed my razor, I played with it in my fingers before lashing out on my arms. I slid it slowly over my right arm and watched the blood flow out, I did it again. I watched as my floor started to have several red spots on it.

I soon wiped off the blood from the floor and tended to my cuts so that they won't get infected. I hid my razor and layed on my bed, still softly crying.