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Turning my head slowly and surprised to see a desperate Antonio . Thoughts were going in and out my head but I couldn't let him see that . So I gave him with a blank expression and said ..
" What ? "
" Why are you with him ? " he says aggressively .
" It's none of your concern " I let him know .
" So you don't love me anymore ? " he calls out .
" Not everything is about you Antonio , why can't you understand that ? " I tell him .
" This is fucking outrageous, you know my situ- " he says .
I cut him off saying , " I don't want to be in that situation . Pick me over your bitches and hoes right now and I'll go . "
" You know my situation ... " he repeats .
Marcus grabs my hand and whispers in my ear ; ' let's go ' . I walk with him to the car and we drive off . Leaving Antonio speechless right at the scene of heartbreak .
• Next Day •
I'm in his bed , I roll over on the bed to find my phone on the floor . I turn it on to find out that it's reset . I'm thinking in my head ..
When the fuck did this happen ???
I look back at Marcus and he's knocked out . Obviously, I realize that I need to leave and go home . I step back into my jeans and put on my shirt as quickly as I can . As I'm walking to the door , Marcus speaks saying ..
" Going back to him already ? "
" It's not like that , I have school and parents you know . " I tell him .
He walks out of bed and grabs his small mirror . He stares at me ; the look in his eyes were so cold . It made me feel vulnerable and unsafe . It made feel like I was being choked and I couldn't get out of the hold . Suddenly I had goosebumps jumping all over my arms .
He smirks to himself and calls out ..
" You're not going anywhere and I promise you that .. "
He throws the small mirror at me and I barely dodge it with part of the glass scraping my skin . In an instant , I'm running down the stairs as fast as I can . Like PAC man running away from the little ghost , except I only one have one life ..
I run in this shoe closet and close the door quietly , not letting any noise be heard. Then I hear him .. walking lightly , not like a deadbeat drunkie anymore but it hits me hard . I can tell he's hurt .. broken .. angry . I know he feels like I'm his sunshine but I'm not .. I can't be if I'm not 100 % in love with him . He's not the one for me and I need to leave immediately . Call me a heartbreaker but the heart wants what it wants .
When I here his faint footsteps walking back upstairs to his room , I know it's time to head off . As quickly as possible , I'm out the door so fast . I walk for a minute trying to figure out where the hell I am , then realizing I have a phone in my pocket right now . I finally re-enter all my information again and then I call my mother ..
* phone rings *
" WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU , ARE YOU OUT YOUR DAMN MIND . IVE BEEN WORRIED SICK ABOUT YO- " she starts .
" Mom ... can you just pick me up " I say weakly before breaking down on the phone .
In 10 minutes , I see her car moving quickly towards me . I open the door and slump into the passenger seat .
"What's is going on child ?? " she asks .
" I'm not ready to talk about it .. " I let her know .
" This is such a bad time , I have to go this meeting out of town . I can stay if you'd like .. " she says .
" No , I don't want you to jeopardize your job position , open the door for me for the house and we'll talk later ? " I say .
" Of course . " she answers back .
She drops me home and I open the door then lie down on the couch . I turn on the tv and SpongeBob so you know I'm ready to kick it with him , after these terrible two days . About 17 minutes into the show , the doorbell rings . As confused as I am , I open up the door to see .. him .
" Tonio , what are you doing here .... " I start .
He pushes the door back , making me fall backwards then hitting the floor hard . He grabs me by my neck and slams me into the wall .
" What the fuck made you think , you could go with him . " he says aggressively .
" I can't breathe " I struggle to say .
" I DON'T CARE " he yells at him .
I punch his as hard as I can and he lets go . I start to walk as fast as I can to my kitchen , looking for something to use as a weapon . You could say I wasn't fast enough because he grabs me by foot and drags me right back on the floor . I hit the floor hard , hitting my head pretty badly but I know neither one of us is giving up unless someone leaves . I hit him repeatedly in the head until he carries me by my waist and slams me into the couch . He jumps right ontop of me and gives me a kiss . Then backs up and unbuckles his pants .
I could run ... but I don't want to ....
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