Fake Death Fake Friends

Chapter 7:

One year earlier...

"Math gives me a headache...Mental. Abuse. To. Head. Math." I smile and say,"At least I'm good at spelling."
"Yeah you are. So back to work." He grabs a pencil and tries to help me.
"Yeah this isn't working." I dropped my pencil and slumped in my chair.
"No kidding. Here think of it as shoes."
I scoffed and playfully punched his shoulder,"I'm not that shallow."
"So you are shallow. But at some degree."
I bit my eraser and said ,"No. At least I don't think so."
"Sure." He smiled and turned back to the paper.
"Have I ever mentioned how pretty you are." I tilted my head to the side and creased my brow.
"I don't believe pretty is the correct term for a guy." He chuckles and stands up ready to go.
"Handsome I mean.....hey would you like to go to the movies today?"
He mockingly fans himself and says in a high pitched voice,"Are you asking me on a date?"
"No I'm asking for the answers on the next test." I nudge him in the stomach and giggle.
"Sure we can go." He smiled and turned to walk away. "Is seven ok with you?"
I wrap my hair around my finger and bite my lip,"Sure."
"Great see you later." He waves his hand and walks to class.

A few hours later...

"The movie was great. Right?"
"I liked it. It was funny." I smiled up at him holding his arm.
He was turning red. I pressed my cheek against his upper arm and smiled. He was so much taller then me. A little nerdy, jockey, and everything a girl could want. "Hey so I have been wanting to say something." He stepped away and looked at me softly.
"Yes?." I looked down and laced our fingers together. "What is it?"
"I um. I uhhhh I-" I grabbed his face before he could finish the sentence. I got on my tip-toes and passionately kissed him and he kissed back. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer. i let go of his face and wrapped my arms around his shoulders.
My first kiss was amazing and it was with him. I was in sophomore year. And he was my first kiss after our long friendship.
He pulled away and traced his lips up my neck. He dug his fingers in my hair and pulled me closer. One thing led to another. We were in an ally.
I pulled his head closer to me.
I got my hands on the hem of his shirt. I kissed him again and again and again. I began to dig my hands under his shirt feeling the unknown abs that were there. He unzipped my jacket and pulled it off. Then a flash startled us.
"Oooooooo Lienna and Matt hooking up in an ally way. Damn lienna can give it." A jock whooped and I stepped away but Matt grabbed my arm.
"Lienna don't listen. You mean a lot to me. You're special to me." He bit his lip and his eyes got watery.
"I don't want to be thought as easy Matt I'm sorry but I can't date you if it's gonna be like this."
"Like what? It's affection."
"Affection my *** your a boy. I thought you were different." I turned away with tears. I wiped them away and walked away. The boys who were taking pictures slapped my butt and I kept walking.
It was after that I changed I didn't date nerds or a different clique I dated popular guys and jocks. I don't understand why I did that but I just did. In order for me to not be like this then I had to change.