Random Thoughts

Unlove

We were sitting at the cobbled bench - watching the stars twinkling above us. I heard her quietly humming a song, filling the night air with her beautiful voice. She never liked it, when i tell her how good she sings. She don't even want to hear her voice when we record it. 'It's cringy' Or at least that's what she says.

But i don't mind - I don't really. In fact, i love how i could listen to her singing, like i can only do. And i love how i could spent moments like these, with her. Only us.

"Do you love someone?" I heard her whispered. I was taken aback with the sudden question. Who wouldn't?

I cleared my throat and fought back the blush that was creeping on my face.

"W-why did you ask?"

"Hmm? Nothing. I just want to know if you love someone."

I stared at her while she had her eyes fixated at the sky. The moonlight touches her face gently, making her shine like the star she is. She was beautiful - no. She was heavenly.

"I... i do love someone. What about you?"

She laughed lightly and stared at the ground - playing around with her feet.

"Yeah."

I felt weight dropping on my shoulder. My chest tightened and i couldn't breath.

"R..really? That guy must be lucky then."

"I wish he does feel like that. But no, he doesn't love me. It was kind of hard to love him. He was mean and cold. But i love him anyway, even though he probably don't notice me." She laughed.

I clenched my jaw. If only...

She then stared at me, those beautiful eyes i fell in love with the moment i saw them. She gave a sweet smile. A smile i always want to keep.

"What about you? Was she hard to love?"

She was a work of art. An angel. She was everything i could dream of. She was imperfectly perfect. Her flaws, her insecurities. Everything about her is beauty. She was precious. She was strong-willed. She's my everything. And yet... She fall for someone else.

and even though i knew, even though it hurts, even when she says how much she love that guy over and over again... I still love her. Because she wasn't hard to love.

"No.

She is hard to unlove."

You are hard to unlove.