I just ended my call with the boys. I decided to look around the house. I open a door and it's a dance practice room. The other one is a recording studio. TF, this is my life.
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I sit at the chair and browse her files in her computer. Oh there are a lot of song recordings here. I put on the headphones and click the play button.
(A/N: This is the English translation of the lyrics for everyone to understand the song)
« If you keep staring at me, I'll get shy Hold on now, I'm nervous, turn around for a second I want to hide but I keep smiling Close your eyes, make me smile, slowly come to me »
Oh. It's true. Angels do have heart warming voices.
« I'm trembling, I can't breathe, I can't think of anything Without knowing, I pushed you away, I'm so sorry My heart isn't like my heart at all, what do I do? Baby tell me now, don't be sad Go back from the top
I told you I like you, I told you I love you so much I'm serious, I want to be in love with you every day Little by little, I'm falling for you I keep getting shy »
Without knowing, I'm smiling to myself. I felt my heart beating faster. Her voice sounds so nice.
« I know it's too fast but I pretend not to know I want to enter your heart and kiss you Your eyes tell me it's not your first time You're so buttery, you're so cute »
For an innocent angel without love experience, her emotion is really good. She sounded like she's really in love. It's cute.
« Maybe I shouldn't act like this from the start Slightly playing hard to get and quietly be a girl like a TV star But without knowing, you have pulled me in What do I do? Should I scream? Go Back From The Top
My heart keeps pounding I'm serious, I want to be in love with you every day Little by little, I'm falling for you I keep getting shy
I told you I like you, I told you I love you so much I'm serious, I want to be in love with you every day Little by little, I'm falling for you I keep getting shy
I know it's too fast but I pretend not to know I want to enter your heart and kiss you Your eyes tell me it's not your first time You're so buttery, you're so cute
I told you I like you, I told you I love you so much I'm serious, I want to be in love with you every day Little by little, I'm falling for you I keep getting shy
I told you I like you, I told you I love you so much I'm serious, I want to be in love with you every day Little by little, I'm falling for you I keep getting shy »
The song ended. I put the headphones down. I kept laughing like a crazy dude.
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I just liked it so much. I'm in love with music since I can remember, she sure is an angel. Her voice is just so charming and cute. She's so sincere too that I feel like the song is for me. Her voice is shining brightly just like her. Why did I only heard her voice at this time.
Now I felt like I want to make a new song.
I shook my thoughts away and left the room. I saw a room's door open so I was about to check it when I heard Sunny talking to someone.
"Dearest Lord God, I wanted to apologize. I'm afraid that I might be unworthy to be called your child anymore."-Sunny
Is she praying?
"You told me that I shouldn't be a human. But I took someone's pain which makes me feel these feelings an angel shouldn't have. I don't know what's happening with me right now. I know it is forbidden but can't an angel like a human more than how angels should?" -Sunny
She's praying but somehow she's taking pauses. It's like she's talking to someone and she's waiting for answers.
"God is the most important for me. That will never change. I will always put You first. I would like to thank you for being caring and considerate with me all these time. You have guided me very well and didn't let me be alone by myself even though I know that You have lots of Your creations to look after. I am grateful with all my life, dearest Lord God." -Sunny
She pauses again.
"This might be too much to ask but could You watch over my friends very well? They are in pain, I know. They've always wanted their parents presence but they're kind enough to understand the situation."-Sunny
How-
"You are right. It doesn't need presence to feel loved."-Sunny
I accidentally trip and the door opened more. She's kneeling down. She looks at me and smiled. I looked at where she is looking at. A candle in front of an altar.
"I didn't mean to eavesdrop but I accidentally heard you having a conversation with someone." I said embarrassed of myself.
"I'm talking with God. Come here." She pulled me beside her and I also kneel.
"Is He answering you?" I asked.
"Of course. He always does. He guides me every time, all of us actually. Can't you hear Him?" She said while smiling brightly.
You can see in her eyes how happy she is right now.
"I'm afraid not." I stared at the candle lighting the whole room.
"You're not listening very well. Close your eyes, bow your head, clear your mind, and only think of what you wanted to say to Him. Listen carefully, if He didn't answer you directly, He will make you feel something special." -Sunny
I did what she told me to do. I cleared my mind and only think of I'm talking to God.
Can you please not take her away from me?
"God You might be prioritizing other things at the moment but I hope you could make his wish come true first." I heard her say as I can't see her.
"Oh well, You always have a plan. We trust You our dearest God. Thank you for your time right now. Amen." I heard her stand up.
