Forever In Love With My Brother's Best Friend

Chapter 10

I want to thank all of you for reading my book. It means a lot to me when you comment on how much you love it.

Also, I want to apologize for not updating more often. I promise in the next couple of weeks the updates won't be a week apart.

Should I start doing a question of the week thing?

Comment. Vote. I love you!

Love, El

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I've been thinking about going to London with Emma all night. Weighing the pros and cons of the whole thing. So many questions came to me.

What if there are complications with the baby? What if something happens with Scott? And the biggest one- how will Dylan feel if I do decide to go?

Will he be upset? Will he be happy because I have been his main priority for the last four months? I have no idea what he will do.

I ran my hands through my hair with a little sigh.

I think I've finally made my decision. I just don't think I'm going to confirm it until I'm one hundred percent positive.

"What are you doing?" Dylan laughed. I looked down and I was drawing circles onto a piece of paper. I looked back to him and he smiled.

"Uh, just thinking." I shrugged. I crumbled up the paper and threw it into the trash bin.

"Just thinking?" He rose an eyebrow.

"I'm going to take Maverick for his morning walk." I walked back to our room and grabbed my tennis shoes. "Come on, boy." Maverick wagged his tail and ran up to me. I bent down and hooked the leash to his collar.

"Callie," Dylan stopped me before I could walk out the door. "Is there something I should know?"

Great, so now he thinks I've done something wrong.

"No, why?" I put my hand on the back of his neck.

"You seem.... Distant. Since I got home last night. I woke up to find your spot empty. I watched you stand in the kitchen for five minutes staring at a piece of paper that you drew scribbles on." He put his hands on my waist and pulled me close. "I'm worried about you. Again." I softly kissed him.

"Don't be. I'll be back in a little while." I softly smiled and took my hand off his neck.

I walked away and down the hall, Maverick beside me.

I think it's been about two hours since I've been gone. I walked to the park, which was about twenty minutes away. Maverick was having fun though.

I threw a stick and he would bring it back.

Does Dylan think I'm cheating on him or something along those lines? He thinks that I'm not telling him something. Technically I am, but its not like I did find some other guy. That wouldn't happen.

Everyone is telling me that I should go to London. That it will be good for me. I'll get a break from everything that's been happening in the last few months. I can forget about some of my responsibilities and only worry about having fun. I'm honestly down for all that.

I do think it will be good for me. I have been so caught up with my brother's problems that I haven't actually thought about my health in forever.

London could be a little get away trip for me. No worrying about Scott. Not worrying about Julia or the baby. Not worrying about school. Nothing like that.