my thoughts 2.

May 20th

My makeup looks really good today

1 more month until it's officially summer and 2 more months till my bday

I'm so tired I don't want to do anything

I'm so mad now omg. Parents ruin everything. I love them but they hold me back from having fun

holy moly covergirl lashblast waterproof mascara never fails to disappoint me. Mine is literally a year old by it still works wonders. lol it's probably not good having sensitive eyes and using an expired mascara but oh well

I'm really craving lime tortilla chips rn. And candy. That sounds really good rn

life is kinda boring sometimes. I just want to go out and adventure but that just can't happen.

I love rain but i hate gloomy days. How does that make sense? I do not know

My dreams are so weird. They're kinda all realistic. Like they include people I know personally and they could actually happen in real life. Will they ever happen in real life? Probably not. Like I had a dream that I sat at lunch w/ my old crush then gave him a ride home. Idk its weird

I like taking time just for myself. I especially love not wearing makeup for a day or few. It feels refreshing to give your skin a break. I also like doing my homework. Weird I know but I like getting it done. I feel so productive afterwards.

In English we have to present projects to the class in the next week and I already got nervous the first day my teacher told us. We have 5 work days in class but that will never prepare me to speak in front of judgmental teenagers for a solid 3-5 minutes. I can't do this stuff. It gives me too much anxiety. And don't tell me I'm being a baby and I just have to suck it up cause it's pretty difficult for people like me to actually do something like that.