my thoughts 2.

July 3rd

I used this new face wash last night and omg it leaves my skin so soft and smooth and wow I'm impressed

I had the best/weirdest/saddest dream ever last night. It was amazing because my boyfriend was jean-luc bilodeau. I don't remember a lot of it but I'll try my best to explain it. So we were at this weird creepy house but it had my backyard in it. Honestly the first thing I remember was it was me, jean-luc, and two other actress' from baby daddy but I don't remember who, and we were all sitting on my porch getting drunk (we were all adults lol) and jean tried to teach me how to do a back walkover. It was great cause we kissed many times lolol. They were all super drunk and I was drunk but I could still comprehend things. So I went inside my creepy house to find my creepy dad (I have no idea who played this role because it defiantly wasn't my real dad) and there was like a party or something. Standing in a window was a person I don't remember. My dad went to like move something by the window but then the person fell out so it looked like my dad pushed him out. It was a murder scene basically. Then skip a bunch of time jean and I find ourselves in the creepiest attic ever. Then this weird creepy little red head boy walks in (I have never seen this boy ever, he kinda looked like a little ed sheeran) and he started to spread this powder all over the place that had a pungent smell that would kill anyone who smelt it. So jean died but I just passed out. Then few hours later were still on the floor and my dad walks in. He came to do my makeup. I was awake at this time but I was also pretending to be dead. But my dad needed help on my eyebrows so I did it for him then I went back to being dead. Keep in mind my "dad" is the creepiest person and he did not like jean, so he was pretty happy jean was gone. Then skip a bunch of time later again and I find myself in this bedroom that had like 20 beds and I had like ten children. Idk where that's going but I just remember how it looked like and it's creepy af. But anyways skip more time and then me and the two other actresses from baby daddy are on this mountain that looks over a lake and I don't really remember anything here. But I remember I got a call saying the my brother had died (like my legitimate brother Kevin) and I rushed to the weird house and that's when I woke up.

I loved that dream because 1.) jean was my boyfriend and we kissed a lot so like it made me happy lol 2.) it was so interesting. Like the scenery and everything was cool looking. But I did not like how not one, TWO people died in it. One I didn't know but my brother died and that's not good. Honestly that's not the first time I've had a dream where my brother died. We were playing Russian roulette once and you can figure it how that ended.

I literally love how creative my mind can get with dreams tbqh and I loveeee dreaming

I cannot go a day without watching baby daddy

Today was super fun. So lots happened but we were on our way to h&m but then this guy pulled us into his store called "gold elements" (yano all those products infused w/ 24k gold and whatever) and he was a great salesman tbh. But he was giving us samples and whatnot so now my hands feel smooth like a baby's butt. But anyway we spent like 10 mins in his store and he literally made us buy his products. Like we told him no we don't have money for it but he somehow ending up getting my money lol. He gave us a pretty good deal too. So it was originally $100 but he gave us half off, then a 10% student discount, then he gave us his employee discount so we only paid $30. We also got a free 45 minute facial from that purchase so that's pretty bomb. Idek it was such a weird and funny experience but like I want him to be my best friend cause I loved his personality😂

Omg I found his Instagram in literally 10 seconds. He's a flippin model and he's rich wtf

I had the "gold elements" bag and I was carrying it, then this other guy came up to me and was like "you should try our products" and whatnot. This time the product was eyeshadow and it was pretty cool tbh. But he was gonna give me this cleanser thingy and he gave me his employee discount for that, and he was gonna give me three free eye shadows too. He wasn't supposed to do that, I even pinky promised that I wouldn't tell anyone lol. But that's a pretty good deal in my opinion. Oh he also gave me 50% discount if I purchase anything in the future. Omg he also made me give him a hug which was a little weird and he was getting super close to me so it was a lil bit odd. He also had an accent so I couldn't understand a lot but like he seems nice and whatnot haha. I would've boughten it but I didn't have any money cause the gold guy toke it all😂

Ya girl got the basic white crocs today y'all