So when I last updated I talked about caleb. Well here's what happened with him on March 14th.
I decided to tell him how I felt and we'll for me to do that it takes a lot of confidence. And well let's just say I don't think I will tell a guy how I feel about them again. So as I said I texted him one night and told him how I felt and this is what happened.
I started off by asking if I could tell him something. He told me he was fine with that.
So I said I hope this isn't awkward and he told me to go for it so here's what I told him, "I always have fun when I'm around you. I love talking to you. You can tell when I'm joking. I think. When I bowl with you, you makes it fun. I love that I am able to actually talk to you. I guess what I'm trying to tell you is I like you. I like you alot. But I don't think you like me. So I hope this doesn't make things awkward between us."
He replied saying he could tell that I did and said that it was obvious. So I asked him what he thought and he said he didn't know what go say. So I was just like let me know when you figure out what to say. This was all took place between 7:25-7:45 PM.
He replied that night at 10. What he said devastated me but I understood why he said it.
He told me, "I'm just gonna be honest with you. I don't feel the same way. It's nothing personal, but I'm happy the way things are. I'd rather us just stay friends. I don't want things to change."
I told him that I understand and that I agree with not wanting things to change between us.
And to this day we are okay. At first it was different but now everything seems to be okay.
