You know that saying "If you love something let it go and if it doesn't come back it wasn't really yours."
I never understood until now.
Jeff was the most amazing person ever.
He was perfect. No matter what anyone thought or said about him.
I really thought we were meant to be forever. I guess I was wrong.
My relationship with Jeff began when I first got there. He was the only one who helped me get around the arenas. Jeff even trained me a bit.
I miss those memories..
Our relationship blossomed fast and every moment was perfect.
After a couple of years we started falling apart. We'd fight constantly. I finally told myself I'm done. It was over in the blink of an eye.
Jeff was released from WWE in 2003.
I feel like I could've been the one to help with his drug use but I gave up to easy.
Today I look at how wonderful his life is today.
A beautiful baby girl and a gorgeous wife.
Sure I'm married and I have handsome baby boy but once in a while..
I can't help but think about how..
He was the one who got away.
