I felt someone pushing me, and awoke. "Whaat?" I said after some incoherent mumbling about being mad. I seen Jimin poking me. "Get up." He said harshly and left. Why is he being so cold again?
I stood and shut my door, and began getting dressed. The usual.. Ripped black jeans, black hoodie, choker, and my boots with my hair in a bun. I went downstairs and he was sitting in front of the door waiting for me. I huffed when I seen the time.
I yanked him up and opened the door. "C'mon lazy." I said and left, him locking the front door and walking behind me. He had his hands in his pockets and was looking away from me, but beside me now. I suddenly felt overwhelmed with sadness.
Did he hate me again? What did I do wrong to him? Is he mad? Why is he so mean again? He said we were friends, what did I do? All the thoughts made me overwhelmed with emotion and a crushing feeling of anxiety and panic about it. I stopped walking, but he just kept going, not realizing it.
I just looked back at my house, and decided maybe it would be best to stay home? I turned and just started walking home. "Ino?" I heard Jimin stop and say my name. I didn't answer. I didn't turn around. He caught up and grabbed my wrist making me stop. I snatched my wrist away quickly.
"Are you okay?" He asked me, but his face was blank. Why does he hate me again?! I just walked to my house. "Ino! You can't miss school!" He shouted following me. "It doesn't matter Jimin." I said quietly, but he still heard me. "Why should I go back? To be teased and possibly beat again? No thanks." I told him.
I opened the door and he grabbed my arm again but this time I couldn't get loose. "I'll protect you. Just please, come to school. If anybody messes with you, I will be there for you, okay?" He said and his face actually showed nervousness. Is this even a good idea?
"You can't protect me from every one." I said quietly. "I promise you, Ino." He said in a soft sweet voice. I let out a puff of air. "Fine.." I told him quietly and shut the door and walked back to the school.
When we arrived, he opened the door for me and I entered the hallway. Everyone looked at us. "I just realized.. After that rumor, we come in to school together. That's no good Jimin." I whispered to him as we walked. He just laughed, but I didn't find any of it funny.
"I'll see you in class." He said and walked off after I nodded. I just numbly stared in to space, even until everyone else has dispersed. Until someone aggressively yanked me back by my shirt, making me gasp. I was slammed on the floor, and I felt someone sit on me.
It was the girl trying to kill me. She covered my mouth and looked completely psychotic, with wide eyes, messed up hair, and a shaking smile. "Hey! You are the reason Jimin baby is mad at me! You need to be punished, you pest!" She said in a raspy voice. Had she gotten crazier?
She used her other hand to dig her nails in to my arm and scrape down. I tried to scream so Jimin would come help but her hand muffled it. She laughed at me. "Trying to call for your little boy? Wait he's mine! No one will help you! You're just some stupid burden! Why don't you kill yourself and make everyone happy!" She screamed at me.
I bit her hand and she removed it. "Jimin!! Jimin!" I screamed as loud as I could, but I felt breathless and like I was hyperventilating. I felt like I wasn't loud enough. She smacked me in the face, and wrapped her hands around my neck and I tried smacking her hands and even kicking her. Nothing.
"YOU IDIOT! SCREAMING FOR HELP FROM MMYY JIMIN! HE WON'T HELP YOU! HE HATES YOU! EVERYONE. HATES. YOU. GO KILL YOURSELF!! HAH I'LL DO IT FOR YOU HONEY!!" She screeched.
I heard someone running down the hall and then seen my teacher dragging her off of me. I sat up, gasping for hair. She frantically waved around her arms, and yelling about how she's gonna kill me. Kana suddenly helped me to my feet, taking me by surprise. "Ino that's the second time.. Are you okay?" He asked me, hugging me.
I tucked my head in to his neck, and rested my arms around his neck too. I shouldn't have even come to school today.. He let me go, and sighed. "Jimin's coming." He said, and I turned around to see the entire school looking at me. The hallway was filled. Jimin, shoving through the flood of people.
He grabbed my shoulders and I broke from his grasp and just looked at him. Where was he?! He promised! He's the reason I came and broke his promise! "Where were you? I was screaming for you.." I said quietly. I could've died!
"I thought it was my imagination and the teacher wouldn't let me leave I'm so sorry!" He said and hugged me. Was he crying?! Why does he keep being rude and cold, then nice, then cold again?! I just let out a shakey breath and walked away with Kana.
From there on out, everyday was a blur. It was all spent zoning out or being by myself where my mom was at work. I just didn't feel like I was really there? It had been 2 weeks but it felt like 4 days.. EVERY thing and every day was just a flash of things. I felt empty. Numb. Dead. Sad.
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The Love Discovered Through Blood (Jimin X Reader)
Romance(VIOLENCE WARNING) Ino, a normal high school student, starts getting bullied by the popular kids and their leader, Jimin. But what will happen when he starts showing more interest in her and a mystery murderer starts terrorizing her, her friends, an...