The Love Discovered Through Blood (Jimin X Reader)

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I immediately called J-Hope almost crying. "Hello?" He answered. "J-Hope where are you?" I asked quickly. "Driving. You're on speaker phone, don't worry." He said with a laugh. My nerves were calmed immediately. "Okay, just stay on the phone with me until you get here, okay?" I said, and he agreed. "Why?" He asked curious. "It's just so quiet and lonely.. I get spooked, ya know?" I said.

Yeah I lied but, I don't want him to be scared. He might crash or something! "I get it. Okay, I'm pulling in to a parking space. I'll see you in a moment." He said. I stalled with a few thank you's, until I heard him press an elevator button to my floor. "Well, see ya." I said, and we exchanged goodbyes. I hung it up and smiled. I fixed my hair a bit so I wouldn't look so dead tired.

I sat in the corner of the bed in between the bed and wall, and played on my phone. He knocked on the door, and when I approved for him to enter, he did. And with a big smile. He shut the door behind him and sat on the foot of the bed. I put my phone down and smiled. "So.. I know this is a lot for you, and you just woke up but.. Why did you leave on your own that night?" He asked me. Should I show him the texts?

I pulled up my phone and showed him the text. His face saddened. "So it's our fault you had to go alone.." He sighed and looked down. I scooted down and sat beside him. "No, no.. It's my fault okay? I tried to take off their mask instead of just talking. I was just so mad." I told him. He looked up at me and gave a small smile. "Yeah. I get it. Just please, next time don't run off?" He asked. "I promise." I told him, and he laughed a bit after a second. "What?" I asked laughing also. He just shook his head. "Nothing.." He said.

"You have such a sweet personality, you know?" J-Hope suddenly said. I smiled and looked at him. "Thanks. You do too. You have a really energetic and kind personality, and you're so nice to me and others.." I said. Does it sound like I'm flirting? I just want to be nice.. One day, he'll be gone. Whether dying of old age, or a horrible incident, he will. I love him too much to make him not realize how special he is. In my thoughts I didn't notice him growing closer to my face with his.

I remembered in the closet with Jimin, then with Yoongi. Now this? This is difficult.. If I'm honest, I like them all.. I just need to sort through my feelings and realize who I love.. Maybe this is the way.. Through a kiss? Maybe trying to be romantic with each of them to make up my mind? I really like them all.. It's like a dream come true that they all like me back, but it's also a nightmare. J-Hope was only an inch away from my face. I leaned forward and our lips collided. What is my life? This is the third romantic thing I've done within a week with a different person.

Not to mention the murderer taunting me and my friends with all of these things! J-Hope had his hand resting on my cheek and he slowly pulled away. He dropped his hand and looked back ahead and away from me. "I'm sorry." He said. I leaned my head on his shoulder. Dang it.. I liked this one too.. "It's okay, J-Hope.." I told him. He leaned his head on mine. "No, no.. You've already got problems with Jimin and Yoongi, and I'm just making it worse by adding my own feelings in to that too.. You're even wearing Jimin's sweater." He said and I sighed.

I placed my hand on his. "I need you to understand something that you can't tell another soul. I like you. I really really like you." I told him honestly. It would be rude for me to say I liked all of them after I just kissed him. I could feel him smiling. "But, I need time. I need to have time to make up my mind.. You're all such great guys, and I don't wanna hurt anyone's feelings but I also wanna make the right decision for myself, and the one I choose." I said and he held my hand. "I understand it.." He said softly.

"I'm really sorry." I told him, looking at him. He smiled once again. "It's fine.." He said, and I looked at the clock. Seven thirty. Wait, does that mean Jimin will be here soon? Before I could even finish my thought Jimin opened the door. J-Hope had already let go of my hand and he was scooted away from me before Jimin got a glance. Jimin looked in and smiled. "Hey, you're awake!" He said excitedly and sat down in between me and J-Hope.

He turned and looked at J-Hope with the smile. "Thanks for being here for her when she woke up since I couldn't be." He said and turned back to me after J-Hope answered. When Jimin looked at me, I saw J-Hope drop his smile and felt bad. Jimin hugged me and looked at me with that nice smile I rarely got to see from him anymore. "I'm so happy you're okay.." He told me. Before what happened, he wanted nothing to do with me and was incredibly angry. Why is he changing his tone so much?

J-Hope stood and smiled at us. "Well, my sister is expecting me home. I'll see you later, Ino." He said and left. Jimin took where he was sitting and sighed. "Why?" He asked. "Why'd you have to go and almost die again? My heart broke into a million pieces. Why do you keep softening me?" He asked. I just looked at him, slightly shocked by his question. "Jimin.. We almost kissed. Not even two days later, you were mad and hated me." I told him. "Because you confused me! I've never had feelings like this!" He said.

"I don't know what to do. And now I see you romantically with other guys, my friends. It makes me frustrated with myself. I'm sorry. When I got to the park and held you, I thought that was it. That your last memory of me would be me yelling at you and being violent." He said like he would cry. I sat closer, and tried comforting him. "Ino I think I love you.. I just don't know how to express it.." He told me. "Will you be my girlfriend?" He suddenly threw the question. "Uhh what?" I asked.

"I want to date you. I don't want to lose you. I.. I love you, Ino." He said, staring me in the eyes. His eyes looked bright and hopeful. "I need time to think, Jimin.." I said. He nodded and smiled. "It is Saturday morning. I'll let you know Monday, okay?" I told him and he nodded again. Is this real? "I understand it. I have to go sadly, but I will see you later." He told me and we exchanged goodbyes and he left. I laid back in bed and smiled. I'm so happy but so confused. I want to choose the person I love. But I like them allll!