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Sampai sahaja di rumah, ibu si lelaki Cina, senyum kelat dan dalam masa yang sama, beliau menangis. Ditahankan agar tak gugur. Namun, tewas. Anak kesayangannya, pergi. Tanpa meninggalkan apa apa pesanan, tanda tanda. Adik si lelaki Cina, datang memeluk si gadis Melayu. Kakaknya juga. Masing masing, cuba untuk gagahkan diri, atas pemergian orang tersayang. Si gadis Melayu, tidak dapat berbuat apa apa, selain menangis. Dipeluk erat oleh ibu si lelaki Cina. 

Ibu si lelaki Cina berbisik ke telinga si gadis Melayu untuk naik ke bilik si lelaki Cina. Dalam bilik tersebut, si gadis Melayu mendengar segala luahan hati ibu si lelaki Cina. Satu persatu. 

'Faa, I am really sorry for not telling you the truth. This was his last request. He did suffering of brain cancer. When he knew you, he felt that you are the person that he's waiting for. He felt in love with you. For the first time, he fall in love. And, the love that he want was, yours. It was you. He became stronger just because your love. He learned about Islam, when you are not here. He was very happy when he met you. Eventhough he's not feeling well. You thought him about life, about the happiness, about the difficulty through many circumstances, about the future. He converted to Islam almost two years back. I am really sorry.' 

'In this box, there were many things for you from him. He kept them all this while and as he wished to meet you yesterday. But, you are going back to your hometown. So, he canceled.'

Si gadis Melayu tak dapat menahan sebak. Menangis. T___T

 Si gadis membuka kotak tersebut. Dalam kotak itu, terdapat beberapa diari. Satu persatu si gadis belek, dan baca. Baca, nangis. Baca, nangis. Tak dapat menahan. Sedihh!

27. 12. 2016

Today was her birthday. I would like to give her this necklace. But, I don't think she will accept it. I am worrying about this now. I missed to look at her smile. She was so cute! :D

Si gadis Melayu melihat rantai tersebut, terukir huruf A, N dan N, A. Ia itu Anas Naufal dan Nur Aqeila

T___T

7 . 5. 2017

I converted into Islam, this morning. My new name is Muhammad Anas Naufal. Near to her name. I felt really nervous at first, so do excited. But, through my studies, learning from the Ustaz, the stories about the prophet. I did it. I made it! It was the precious time ever. Very excited now to tell her the truth! Hope she will not be fainted. Hahaha. 

Si gadis menangis terus. Ya Allah, inilah dugaan yang terpaling besar pernah kau beri pada aku. Berikanlah kekuatan kepada hambamu ini untuk menerima pemergian ini, detik hati kecilnya.

 T___T

17 .5 .2017

Saya nak beli telekung ni untuk dia dengan ummi dia. Hope she like it. May she remember me always, like I did. Insya Allah.  

Si gadis Melayu mencium kain telekung tersebut. Menangis! 

19. 7. 2017

I banked in, RM5000 today in Bank Tabung Haji. Ni gaji first saya . Kalau panjang umur, saya nak pergi haji dengan dia! Insya Allah. 

Si gadis Melayu semakin tersedu sedu. Dipeluk erat ibu si lelaki Cina.

17. 9. 2017

I did this Ayat Kursi for her, write in tulisan khat and framed it. I wished to give her. Insya Allah!Lil bit dirty, because saya tak mahir lagi. I loved her handwriting in Jawi. Wished to learn more writing in Jawi.  

Si gadis, peluk erat frame ayat kursi tersebut. Tiada yang lain, menangis.

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