BENEATH A PRETTY GIRL SMILE

Feelings

So you probably wondering what happen after the first kiss, so hear you go.
I

was blushing like crazy a mean I always wanted to be kiss like that but i wasn't expecting to have a hole zoo in my stomach, a mean come on the only thing I could do just lay on his shoulder. Jay on the other hand just rest his head on my shoulder as well and we both lay in silence. A small smile pop on my face as he started rubbing circles in my back. Is this going too fast but I think am attached to Jay a mean what’s not to like he was hot oh skip that smoking hot if you ask me. We were in a moment and as always something have to ruining it. Suddenly the sound of major lazer “cold water” blast through the car I close my eyes trying to block it out but Jay thinks otherwise.
"C your phone is ringing" he said a bit disappointed as he move from our comfort spot and handed me my phone. I took the phone and my brother name flash on the screen with a groan i answer the call. "Hey bro what’s up" I chirp.  
"Sis mom was asking what time you’re getting home" he asked and suddenly took the phone from my ear and check the time it was just some minutes after four. What is my mom problem I asked myself but then I remembered that after the incident my mom was extremely protective over me a mean who could blame her but at least give me a break right,
"I will be home soon am at the beach with some friends okay bye" I replied.
"Okay sis" and with that I hang up.
"So am guessing your gonna get going now right “Jay voice asked me both nervousness and disappointment  was evident in his voice, but who could blame him I myself was a bit upset I mean we didn't get to even talk about the kiss. Wait do he even have a girlfriend. Oh my I hope he doesn’t. The thought of him been taken is too awkward to think about right now.
"Auum yeah i have to get home but first can we grab something to eat" I ask him.
"Yeah sure just hold on let me get my stuff" and with that he left. I on the other hand just kick back in the driver’s seat while listening to one direction I mean who wouldn't love those guys oh and don't get me started on how hot they are especially Harry OMG that's Jay in the next five or so years right!! Hell no he is Harry Styles himself. I was waiting for almost half an hour and I have seen no sign of Jay, Me being me I got worried thinking maybe something is wrong so I grab my keys and lock the car and went looking for Jay. I search everywhere on the beach but there was no sign of him and his clothes and bag were under a tree untouched. I tried calling his cell phone but it went to voice mail. Without any luck I headed back to the car. On my way I saw one of Jessica minions and I approach her.
"Hey aumm have you seen Jay"
"Yes he is by the booth with his girlfriend and its Chinnaz right? She asked with a mischievous s grin "Stay away from Jay" and with that she walks away leaving me in wonder.
Wait girlfriend but why did he kiss me or even say that I should wait he will be back if he had a girlfriend, who is his girlfriend by the way and why haven’t I know about her. With all those unanswered questions I just went to the car and head home I didn’t even stop at the food court i just went straight home.

I pulled up in my garage at about six the place was silent to say the least, I park my baby and surprisingly the door was closed but luck was on my side I had my key to the backdoor. Not wanting to call anyone to open the door I just went through the back. As i entered the house a familiar scent hit me wait Jay is here what is he doing here? I know this is a bit weird but I know his scent, creepy isn't it? The place was silent still as I make my way to the living room to my surprise no one was there, where mom and dad maybe they are out or something. Too sad to gloat I just grab my usual orange juice and a sandwich and head to my room. To my liking even Kevin room was silent but the scent of Jay was stronger in Kevin room, so am guessing he is hanging out with Kevin but that's not possible I left him at the beach oh well not really my business he already have a girlfriend. Feeling agitated i just went to my room. I ate my sandwich and just lay on my bed, but the taste of his lips was all I could think about, gosh what is this  guy doing to me  with just one kiss a small smile appear on my lips but the words of that girl saying he have a girlfriend ruin it instant . Trying to get him out of my head I decide to take a cold shower hoping it calm my nerves with that in mind I turn on my sound system and turn it to middle volume trying not to upset the neighbours as much as possible. With Justin Berber blasting Sorry in my room I step in the shower. The water was very welcoming to be short it was epic; too bad I have to get dressed right. When I got dressed it was almost eight, ha I spend an hour in the shower now Chris Brown and Rihanna song’ I want it all back’ embrace me and all those memories of Chin came running back the night of the accident her face her last words everything. I know this may seems weird but in my head it’s entirely my fault i shouldn’t  allow her to go to that stupid part although I only did it for her but I guess tough love right. I need to get out of this guilt but the only way I know how is by racing or just riding at full speed. I drop on the bed my head feels like it’s going to explode I have to get out of this house even for a second. I grab my car keys and my purse and my uppers simulation sneakers and head down stairs, As I make my way down stairs I realized that the place was silent I check the time and it was some minutes to nine, I guess everyone is in bed, ha someone is in luck, the last thing i needed right now is my parents bombarding me with questions. I slip out the back and as silently as possible I drive out and make my way to the tracks I park my Ferrari beside the rest of the cars and hop out locking it in the process. I make my way around the alley when hold and behold I saw the tracks it was nothing like back home ours were more flat than hill but this one was more downhill which is awesome if you want my opinion. There were not much riders though. I decided to keep it cool I just leaned on a nearby tree studying the surroundings. I saw the announcer pointing on two guys it was dark so i couldn't make out the faces but they nod s they make their way to the tracks the first one name or rider alias was Killer and the other was Smash. The race began and the crowd start chanting for killer since he was in the lead in my opinion he was slow and lacking of techniques, but nevertheless he won and to my surprise he got a thousand dollars, from the crowd it seems like he is the undefeated racer. I was getting thirsty so I made my way to the center to buy a drink to watch the other race. The other races were awesome too these people really have skills but there were only male riders not even one female, that's too bad huh. The announcer was asking if there were any new riders who want to try a race just for fun, me being me I spoke or should i say my heart take over,
"Me I want a shot" I said but he seems to not hear me or to me he was ignoring me so i spoke up causing everyone too look at me
"I said i want a shot, is something wrong with that" i said furious. I hate discrimination and prejudice against gender, just like how I hate sympathy. I am a bad ass sometimes.
"Okay missy let’s see what you got" the man said as he hand me the helmet and told me to pick a bike and me being me I took the biggest bike that they have which was a 400. I gave him my car keys and my purse and went to test out my baby, not even caring if am going to race or he is just going to time me, I just put on my helmet and wait for the signal, as i didn't see an opponent I just guess he is just going to time me.
"Marks" I start the bike "set" I started up the engine and the words am waiting for "go" and with that I went flying in the air with the bike. The road was smooth than expected. I grip harder as the adrenaline take over, my pain, past everything was floating behind as i let everything go not realizing that am close to my destination and I am suppose to turn around,  I almost end up in a nearby tree if it weren't for my skills and knowledge in riding I quickly make a U spin causing the bike to spin a little like stunting and make my way to the finish line. As I approach the finish line I hear the roaring of the crowd. I park the bike and hand the speechless announcer his helmet and I collected my car keys and purse. Serve him right for doubting me. About five minutes after he was congratulating me. A huge smile plaster on my face and trust me that was real but soon I will be back to reality where everything crumbled again, but it was nice to have that moment, if Chin was hear she would say that's my girl out loud and we would do out usual "twinny victory" dance. We were something else. I left the crowd astonish as always and make my way to my car. The time was chilly thank God I wear my hoodie I slowly pull it over my head, just as I was about to open the door a hand pat me on the shoulder I spun around with a smirk on my face ready to punch the light out of the person but it was just a guy a good looking one at that.
"Hi can I help you" I ask politely.
"Where did you learn to ride like that" he asked.
"Back home" I said not disclosing any personal information. As if he is getting the hint he just nod.
"I am drake by the way also know as Killer i was racing earlier" he introduced himself. So to do the courtesy I was wondering if i should give him my real name or my racer name in Chicago which was CC by the way but I just decided on neither.
"Hey nice to meet you am Blast by the way" i replied. He look a bit surprise by the name so I spoke up" that's my stage name my real name i don’t disclose"
"Oh mystery, that's cool""so am guessing you’re not from here?"
"No am not" i said as I rest my back on my car, suddenly my hand accidentally touch my phone and that's when I realized that it was almost eleven, Wow I was out that late thank God it’s a Friday night. As if reading my mood he clears his throat and I turn my attention to him.
"Seems like you have to run but it was nice meeting you come again sometime okay" and with that he left.

The drive back to the house silent I even got in without a sound and I took the front door to say the most. i got another shower and went straight to bed feeling free knowing that tomorrow would be totally different.