whisper wars

1: A team

here's a picture to our sweet lillac zaphreena green! 

enjoy the first chapter!

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 woke up by the chill in the air. 

damn its cold . i thought to myself.  well obviously yes its is cold since it is December and in a few weeks would be Christmas.

i frowned. another Christmas alone. i started sobbing. why can't i have a normal life? why did i have to be alone? why did everyone have to take my happiness. why cant i just die. the thought of suicide always consumed my thoughts. but there are somethings in life that i still want to do before i die.

i stood up and wiped my eyes and started walking to the bathroom. i looked at the mirror and i see a pale girl with light blue eyes  filled with sadness and longing. dirty blonde wavy hair cascading over her shoulder to her bust. wow, i do look like my mother. but enough of that i took a shower and got ready for school. making sure that browny had enought food and water for the day.

on the way to school  was freezing i literally looked like Rudolph with my nose. i used to love December. but now its seems like the saddest month of the year. i wond-

 i fell off the floor and i know i've hit guy "ouch! watch where your going! assho- hooooly shit" this guy is drool worthy. i mean literally! shit! who is this guy? and remind you I'm not easy to impress especially when it comes to guys

it took me seconds to realize that he was waving his hand in front to my eyes 

"hello? girly? you OK?"

his voice! ugh his voice! British! holy crap! this makes him more hotter! dirty blonde with a cheeky smile. god he's hot!

i snapped out my thought "huh? yeah off course i am. why wouldn't i?"

he chuckled "well, you kinda went blank for a good two minutes"

my eyes widen "umm yeah. its natural when i see something"

"something you like?"

i rolled my eyes "don't go ahead of yourself pretty boy"

he smiled and extended his hand to shake "the name's keith, keithan valence calcifer

"wow.. well your a gentleman." i shook his hand in return

"well.. in the place i'm from. beautiful young ladies are treated with utmost respect" he winked

i rolled my eyes "haha yes you're quite the charm" and started walking 

"wait! i haven't even got your name!" he called

"thats because i don't give my name to handsome british strangers" i yelled back. and ran to school

and so after fifteen minutes of running finally got to school just in time.. here we go again lillac. i took   a deep breath and entered the halls

everyone stepped aside for me to walk while i just scowl. i got to my locker and took my books and ignored everyone around as  made my way to class. 

i know I'm known as the so called "bad ass" girl.. but i really don't believe that.  i guess i just don't want anyone to butt-in with my problem. yeah right.. you know you need help, your just too proud to ask for one.. that's because i don't need help. and i certainly don't need anyone trying to make my problem worst. that's because you never let anyone in! you shut everyone out!  because they never felt anything like this! they don't know anything!..